“When I completed my…

Training back at the academy on Tourus station about thirty years ago this job used to be fun”. She mutters to herself aloud, while reaching for a fresh bulb of black coffee, sat on a little dispenser above her console. The heat from the instant bulb bringing feeling back into her clammy hands. Her remarks echoing off the empty banks of machines surrounding her station in the middle of the long cold room. Gilda, the air traffic controller on shift is hunched over a bank of displays watching a dizzying array of pale green blips jostle across several CRT tv screens all at arm’s length. It’s a slow moving dot matrix puzzle. Leaning away from the console, her feet firmly tucked into the padded stirrups underneath so that she won’t float out of position in the low gravity field she occupies, an audible crack emanates from her hunched spine. With a brief moan of relief Gilda leans back towards her console and the many thousands of cargo vessels she is responsible for keeping track of.

“I can’t believe that when I started I only had to follow three vessels! Three!” She barks in a hoarse laughter. The righteous indignation present in her commanding voice. Looking at the cavernous space around her console with a sweeping glance, like she used to do when it was full of other people. Back when she could catch another’s eye, and they could both enjoy one another’s plight within the Company. “Then the company decided it was too expensive to assign individual ships to a traffic controller as a parcel, they moved over to one controller one entire route.” Gilda loves to talk out loud, because there is nobody to hear her, so she has gotten pretty good at delivering her daily diatribe with gusto. With her best performative gestures she continues. “Now back then, routes might have had only ten or twelve ships flying the same path, just days apart. The work load for us got harder, for sure, but it was manageable” she pouts. Gilda loves to bemoan the state of her job now that much of what she was trained to do has become automated.

Her role was to know where every ship was under her care. That far flung planet in desperate need of parts or it will collapse, yeah they’d ping Gilda, and she’d know where on the route the vessel was within seconds. If they’d taken evasive maneuvers, she’d know and would log it, and all parties would be notified same day. But with the consolidation of traffic controllers, and the expansion of traffic she personally had to watch, that role got pushed onto automation. Now the Company has a separate system that gets pinged, and if the same vessel names comes up time and again, even if it’s for different reasons, as soon as one question about it gets answered the Company system deletes all tickets regarding further questions about said vessel. It’s great for throughout stats, but terrible if you have multiple things you needed to know, or communicate. But that’s Company life, right. Somebody gets a bonus for tickets logged, they just say that all queries were completed. One answer fits all folks!

It’s also the reason why all earth ships have these long ridiculous sounding names, so that no two get mixed up. Pretty hard to get two with the same name when the cargo vessels get called “Clarice with the sheeps” or “Edgar, Allen and Poe” or something truly weird like “The Pauly Shore Wheezing of the Juice“. Absolutely bizarre names. Very distinct monikers that meant when a ship got pinged for its whereabouts, or a status update, the answer that came back, promptly at that, was correct. It virtually eliminated transposed numbers or letters for ship names. Hard to believe but back in the day they used just VIN numbers to identity ships. Who cares if eights, A’s, and zeros or O’s look the same on these CRT tv screens. That was when we tried to be all covert about shipping and shit. Lots of folks died because of that. Like, a lot a lot. Planets sunk into civil wars because they were given information in error about a ship not even in their system. A truly terrible time to be alive. A whole colony gone to war killing themselves over scarce resources, just to have the usual ship show up ten days later and 95% of the colony dead, or dying. It was a mess. I’m sure some one still got their bonuses though, right.

But today with the longer names, that doesn’t happen. Instead we have air traffic controller burn out. We have corporate greed to thank for that Gilda mutters to the vast but empty room. It’s not entirely silent in the cavernous expanse she calls operations. It’s one of six spaces on this far flung station orbiting some random gas giant, about four hundred meters across, and six hundred deep. What used to be filled by three overlapping eight hour shifts worth of people, is now jammed up with server banks, cold blinking lights, squeaky exhaust fans, the trickle from water cooling towers, and row upon row of dials, switches and toggles. None of which Gilda knows how to service, or maintain. Now for shift three, it is just her. She’s paid to watch multiple screens full of slow moving pale green dots. Every few seconds those blips move just a hair. It’s her job to notice if one of those blips should wink out. That means death. Total annihilation of a vessel. Black box with virtually indestructible transponder gone up in flames. Unlikely, but it happens. If an engine gets punctured, or a seal breaks and the living, breathing, volatility of a dead star erupts from out of containment, it’s a sure fire way to eliminate an entire cargo vessel, the occupants, contents and engine contained within.

Now we humans like to think of engines as merely machinery with moving parts that can be switched on and off at will. But with the size and complexity of these cargo vessels traveling billions of miles round trip month after month, they are a little unwieldy. You don’t just shut down an entire ship. Once you light an engine and trap all that energy, it stays on until its ultimate heat death from machine failure, decades or possibly centuries after it was awoken. The rigmarole the Company has to go through in order to create a new vessel these days in non trivial. It’s akin to directing the energy from a dying star into a containment space no larger than a couples transport berth on Tourus station. The action it takes to bring a ship to life is positively cataclysmic. So more often than not Gilda, and the few others left that do her job on alternate shifts have only ever seen ships data wink out of existence. Not once have they ever seen a presumed dead ship turn back on. That is, until just now.

“What the fuck?” Gilda exclaims in shock. Her hands flying across her console. With a few button presses she hits record on the displays, and rolls back the counter for the clock, and loops it to repeat over and over again. A capture of just a few seconds of screen time. Gilda transfers the few moments of display data over to the Company archives for further investigation. An until now unheard of event, right there, bottom left corner of her display, a lone pale green blip, that was once empty space one second, is a new vibrant green dot. Blinking life where there was only emptiness a moment ago.

Inside the vast array of data banks a previously scrubbed name sets off all sorts of alarms. This data gets shunted immediately to a private data center while the previously heavily redacted name “The Dirty Starling” flashes urgently. All hell breaks loose.

GHOST OF THE DIRTY STARLING: REBIRTH.  Part 1

**Stay tuned for more adventures in the interconnected space short stories universe of The Dirty Starling.**

The Urn Build : Finale Episode… sort of.

I have finally managed to get all three pieces built, sanded up to 800 grit, and now it has one coat of clear coat on it that has been buffed to a higher than usual (for me) sheen. I have it drying in the garage, where it can spend the next 36 hours off gassing before I hand it off. All that is left to add are the tiny rubber feet for the bottom, so as not to scuff the surface where it will reside.

I added one tiny step, by using a blow torch to add some colour, and visual texture to the central column. I am glad I did a test burn on some scrap red Oak, so that I could change my plan up a bit mid stream to work on the central column and not the cap/case topper. A darker base makes it feel more grounded, and less visually monotone. The grain pops with the Osmo finish I used, so it looks pretty sharp. I do like how the blue felt looks against the red/tan tones of the red oak. I could have gone a bit more fancy, by using dove tails or a box joint for the central column, but the butt joints are sturdy. So C’est la vie.

I will need to blow off the felt with my compressor to get rid of the dust, and add four feet, then it’s off to the future resident. Tick that one off the to-do list!

No finish, but assembled.
Lid off central column with tray still inside.
Lid, central column and removable tray.
All three pieces with clear coat finish applied.

Needs a touch more clean up, and out the door it goes! Happy Easter weekend everybody!

Having trouble visualizing the headspace I need

to be in in order to write creatively at the moment. I have a couple of one off short stories rolling about in my head but I can’t seem to get them out on paper. I mean, sure I’ve done a very brief point form outline, but that’s not helping me find the voice of either set of characters. I have had a few spells of just plain day dreaming where I have thought up something fun, but then just couldn’t get it to come to life. Which is irritating to say the least, but at least I am not where I was a few months ago where I had no ideas at all. Here I was thinking that after I had published my book of short stories back in March, that I would wile away my time adding a couple thousand words more in the time I had before me. But besides three of four small posts here I haven’t written anything at all. I will amend my list of outstanding short stories as ideas come to me, and I hope that I will soon be able to work towards fleshing them out properly in my own idiosyncratic style.

Actually here I’ll just tell you what sort of short stories I have in my bag which I want to write out. I do usually tend towards micro short stories of about five hundred words or so, but if it really grabs me, I have been known to add on additional stories in that line of thinking. Sometimes there are multiple peoples perspectives in the same event, or just different people on the same side of a conflict having wholly different experiences. So the next three stories I intend to write revolve around the creation of the first AI in my interconnected space stories series, which revolves around a character named Kelvin, whom you may recall had a whole portion of my book; The Chronicles of Kelvin. I like him, he’s an interesting guy that has done some pretty weird shit. He’s also comfortable alone, much like myself. Now that story line could have one long but sort of abridged last chapter, or could be broken down like I have in my outline into five meaty chunks. But, you know, sometimes my eyes are bigger than my fingers and I can’t possible write interesting, character driven stories with that many chapters right out of the gate. I’ll have to build up to that, if I ever get a head of steam in me. The second story involves a father and his young daughter, where they are playing out of doors, in a forest, and the young girl is regaling her father with stories of mystical whimsy from her imagination, but the father is transcribing them and adding in all the sorts of details young kids leave out of their stories, but then she gets bored and he’s absolutely hooked, and she looses her train of thought in the middle of this fantasy of epic proportions (due to a vivid childhood imagination unencumbered by things like, logic, physics & linear thinking) and the father goes mental trying to tie it all together in the end. Which is a sentiment I understand completely. The third story is more anecdotal about one of many situations brought about by having Crohn’s Disease. It has a comedic bent to it, because how can you not when you are dealing with such a shitty topic. Ha. That’s all for ranting and whining right now. I’m off to get blood work done at the lab, so stay safe, and have a great autumn season.

THE COMPANY : A Series Of Interconnected Short Stories

Found here are the titles for each of the twenty one chapters (or self contained sections) of [The Company: A Series of interconnected short stories] BOOK ONE. If you like these, you can comment and I’ll send you the entire BOOK TWO as a pdf, for free.

  1. “You know what I love the most about being out here?… (613 words)
  2. “Hey, we’ve got an alarm here, main bus three, now four’s on the blink too, five and six… (1410 words)
  3. “Welcome aboard the Non Sequitur capsule, flight commander… (1094 words)
  4. It’s strange, the things you come to miss while out here… (1492 words)
  5. “Hey, Dougie, wake up!, Somebody’s called in sick and I need another able bodied mechanic for the… (2527 words)
  6. “Yo, Daryl, you’ve been summoned.” (1597 words)
  7. “What do you remember about the accident out there, anything you can give us… (1433 words)
  8. “Good evening everyone, welcome to orientation!” (3248 words)
  9. Pulling up the lane way to the massive Company induction office… (973 words)
  10. I can’t believe I’m sitting here, cowering in my room like a god damn child… (2249 words)
  11. “Do you have any idea how much these treatments are going to run The Company!”… (1622 words)
  12. “What is it you said you guys do again?”… (1003 words)
  13. “Dude… don’t lump me in with THAT fucking Martian… (1065 words)
  14. “Rolling in five, four, three, two…” (1520 words)
  15. When they told me I had been selected for the maiden voyage of… (2421 words)
  16. The official report on the events surrounding the launch of Margot’s Fever. (2190 words)
  17. “And now – for the exciting conclusion to…” (1480 words)
  18. What an insufferable lot of twats these people are… (3813 words)
  19. “I heard you the first time… (944 words)
  20. In the dead silence of my jumpsuit, the heavy rush of blood pumping… (1631 words)
  21. “Some jobs are hard no matter where you work… (2789 words)

**Possibly more entries for this line of adventure to come later on this year.

You can also find various other micro short stories in the archives that aren’t set in space. If this is helpful, then I will also gather my other short story links together.

Vehicle Service for Recalled Parts.

Woke up extra early today to take the new van to the dealership to have some rear impact airbag modules replaced due to a recall order. I guess the originals are more faulty than useful, so I am without wheels for four to six hours today, while the service techs dismantle my car interior to get at the two to four tubular inserts that need to get swapped out. The notice we received in the mail says it’s a two hour job, but the service desk tells me the folks that wrote that notice must do drugs because it’s a long tedious process, and could take up to six hours to do. Sounds like fun.

I was under the impression that I was going to have to wait at the service desk for the whole operation to finish, but they have a shuttle (which I was not aware of), so I opted to get a lift home, and then once the job is 30 minutes out, they can call me, then come bring me back to the dealership. Much preferred this route. I have the ability to work, eat, sit comfortably, and use my own bathroom for the six hours. Nice. Much appreciated. The other option was to find a corner to camp out in, and slowly sip my Gatorade, and nibble on snacks from my computer bag while I read, or watch stuff on my computer/phone. Being home is the far better option.

It is Friday January 9th, 2026. Almost double digit days into the month. I have had some new work come in, which is always good. I am waiting on one slow European client to pay an outstanding invoice from November, but we knew they were slow to pay going in, and I can sit tight on that for several weeks longer if I need to. I’ve had discussions about it with my primary client whom subcontracts me the work, so we’re on the same page, and I don’t direct my ire, or dismay towards him. If I get short, we know whom it is we are actually unhappy with. Managing expectations saves us a whole lot of animosity. Open communication!

Speaking of which, it’s early January so word is getting back to me of the small pockets of divorces, and trial separations that have been initiated. Made it through Christmas for the kids, and now they are parting ways. I guess this gives you the longest amount of time to get sorted out before the next Christmas season rolls around. It’s a thing. I brought it up at school pick up earlier this week, because I found it interesting. It’s legit a thing that people do. Quite common actually. I asked friends about it, and had an enlightening discussion. Informative. I’m not looking for a divorce, but it’s good to know the signs to be on the look out for, or to take this time to have a sit down with my spouse to make sure we too are on the same page, and are both getting what we need out of our relationship, and circumstances.

I see there is this “grass is greener” phenomenon when people see others get split up, and start to live “their best lives”, and people get drawn to it, and upend marriages because the single, mock twenties lifestyle seems more appealing than the daily married grind, with work, kids, life, beating on you 24/7. The appeal is having your kids only 50% of the time, so you can have date night(s), dance, drink, go clubbing, or just get out of the house child free with friends far more often. But then you have courts, lawyers, assets to split, losing your home, disruption to your kids lives etc… in some cases it’s for the best, you know with DV, or infidelity. But because you are envious of your circle of friends having new found freedoms, seems — idiotic. But I digress. I know life is tough, and having kids which you are actively engaged in parenting is tiring, and uses a massive portion of your daily lives. But as the kids get older, and more self sufficient, we get our time back! These last two years my spouse and I have actually had the ability to date one another again. Private meals, shows, movies, and it’s really great. We did go years without that, and it’s tough. Not particularly pleasant at times. Felt like roommates. But we worked through that, and now we are seeing the benefits. In another year our oldest can start to babysit legally, and we can try to go out a little more, like once a month, rather than once a quarter, or twice a year. Like I said, it’s getting better. Twice was better than none, four times better than twice, twelve better than four.

We aren’t real big on concerts, or the bar scene, but to be able to do a movie together, or a dinner once a month is going to be so much fun. We can try new restaurants, because we will know we can try again next month, instead of playing it safe on the two nights out we got in a calendar year. That could prove interesting.

Now I sit and wait to hear from the dealership. Two hours down, two to four hours left for the job to be completed. Let us pray it is finished, and I can pick it up, and get home in time for school pick up this afternoon. I’m hoping so! I took the time to empty out the van to make their lives easier. Wonder if that will pay off!

Cheerios out with a BANGER!

The second best chocolate based cereal available today. (Fig 1.)

In my humble opinion Count Chocula is the number one chocolate based children’s cereal to beat, and you know what? Cheerios has delivered a verifiable second place with this delicious banger right here. If it had had chocolate marshmallows I might have placed it at 1.5, instead of at number two spot. My reasoning being that Count Chocula has sat in first for so long I don’t think anything could dethrone it, but you could sit at its right hand, ever so slightly below. Ha. Don’t come at me with Cocoa pebbles, because that slop is disgusting. Oh maybe you have a home town brand from Timbuktu that you think is hot shit, but if it ain’t widely available nationally, then that’s your little secret, and I’m glad for you. Gobble that shit down while you can. But for us outside of your zone of influence with the hometown value brand, we have The Count, and now this new Cheerios spin off flavour. If it takes off I hope they don’t water down the chocolate taste, in favour of some cheaper option, because as it stands, right now, it’s pure money! This stuff is great. I’m a fan. I have two more boxes in the pantry, that’s how much I believe in this stuff. I picked up their fruit flavoured option too, but I’m weary of that not being much better than Fruit Loops which I don’t care all that much for. I mean, I’ll eat it, but I’d go for Raisin Bran as an option before I reach for the Loops.

Well that’s my little cereal diatribe done. Finally hit the grocery store for a restock today. Had been holding off because Christmas got a little “spendy” and my wallet feels a tad lighter than usual. New budget restrictions means we eat more of what we’ve already got, instead of just picking at the goodies and letting everything else go out of date. Also with these looming actions against NATO allies I wanted to have a full pantry in case shit goes sideways. Now I wish I had taken my gun courses to get my PAL. Not that a 30 ought six would do much against a foreign military trampling up my road, but at least I could feel as though I had done something. If it comes to that perhaps they would pause PAL restrictions in favour of us all defending ourselves from the invaders. Get that Geneva Checklist warmed up for those who would trespass against us. Guerilla warfare and all that jazz.

Not a fan of having to think about that, but the world will never be like it was just a decade ago. That ship has sailed. They’re talking about three zones of influence out in these streets, and it’s not a good thing. Russia/Europe, China, and the US. Doesn’t sound like there’s much room for anybody else. You’re either with them, or crushed under their heel from what I’m reading, seeing in the news. Won’t take much for this to get ugly.

It’s Thursday today.  The dog is currently asleep by my feet after his third consecutive play date with Gracie-Mae. They are evening out at around 30 minutes of all out running, chasing, snarling, and teeth clacking before they want a drink, and a lie down. Keeps them pretty immobilized for the remainder of the school day, I can tell you that much.

Napping puppers at my feet whilst I have breakfast. (Fig 2.)

I need to clean out the van in preparation for tomorrow ‘s airbag replacement work over at the dealership. I could get stuck there for up to six hours. It’s not going to be much fun. Compared to what else is going on in the world, it’s not that big a deal. I’ll bring a book, my headphones, and my computer if I feel I absolutely have to. Best be off about my business.

Eagerly awaiting the arrival of his girlfriend Gracie-Mae…

Staring out the window up the laneway watching for one of his many girlfriends to arrive at the farm. (Fig 1.)

Once his sweat girl arrived they were little more than a furry blur as they ran about, chasing each other, and playing together in the snow. They took a brief respite when “Bobby Biscuits” turned up, and the dogs fled to the farm house to get a treat, then immediately afterward resumed play like that didn’t just happen.

I did manage to get him to look my way briefly while pining for his girl. (Fig 2.)

He is a funny pup, all of his girlfriends are larger than him, by a non trivial amount. They are all longer than him, head to tail, and taller, toe to shoulder. He gets rolled quite a bit by all of them, whether it’s Gracie-Mae, Ivy, Lainey, or Grainger. All of them manhandle him and he lives every second of it. What a goofy little fella.

It’s a bit warmer today, so all the ice and snow has turned to slush. My boots are soaked, and the dogs wet too. Stinky wet boy! Of course that means coming home to shovel the snow, ice, and slush off of all of our flat surfaces. Trying hard to keep water out of the basement! Takes a good amount of effort to shovel the walk way, driveway, side of the house, and entire back patio. Occasionally I will take heavy snow off the deck too, but I figure the rain will do most of that for me, as we have a short warm spell coming for two or three more days.

Yesterday was the new blue bin day. It went off without a problem, but the green bins on our street are still curbside, and full from yesterday morning. I guess the freezing rain, snow, and Christmas tree disposal added too much work and we were forgotten about, or given up on. Oh speak of the devil, here they come, GFL to empty our bins… Finally! No need to worry about that anymore.

Have a good Wednesday.

Waiting on a group walk for the dog.

The kids got off to school with a little excitement surrounding the potential freezing rain storm that’s heading our way later today. Might have to walk down to get them at three o’clock this afternoon if the weather does as they say it’s going to do. If that makes any sense. If the weather actually turns up then the afternoon activities are cancelled too. No tutoring, no Girl Guides, and no climbing either. It can be so hard to predict what’s coming that at this point we’ll believe it when we see it. That’s not a knock against meteorologists. We all know how chaotic the weather has gotten within the last five years. Too many confounding variables!

Luckily the other dog has arrived on the farm, and the two maniacs are running free tiring themselves out with little effort on our behalf. This is the life! Exercised dogs and a nice chat. The farm is a fantastic resource for those of us with dogs. They can be let off leash to just run, and run, roll around in the snow, and play chase unfettered. If I had to run him on a leash to get this much energy out, I would probably pass out from exhaustion myself. I still need to be able to work, clean the house, and be awake enough to chauffeur my children about town for extracurriculars. No good if I need a weeks worth of sleep to get over walking the dog. Best to let these two puppies run each other ragged, scoop up whatever is left, and go home to some peace & quiet. Work smarter, not harder!

Today is the first day with the new 360 L recycling bins. I even went so far as to carve out a little stoop for my bin down by the road, so as to not block my ever shrinking driveway entrance. We keep getting more snow, and I am quickly running out of places to put it. Now when I shovel I have to throw it several feet up, and over the current mounds, so that it A.) doesn’t tumble back down onto the driveway, B.) Doesn’t create a standing pool of water once we get some sun light or slightly warmer temps, C.) leaves myself more room to use for snow clearing since I do not want anymore snow, but that doesn’t mean we won’t get any! It’s early in the season, we could get up to 2 feet of more snow over the coming month, then again in February, and potentially more accumulating in early March too! Do the hard work now so you aren’t totally boned in a few weeks time.

Oh, the plows are here now, so my bins going to get buried in road slush, fun, fun, fun. Have I said how much I detest winter yet? If it isn’t already noticeable, I hate the snow, I hate the cold, I hate the ice. The only thing I do like, and it lasts for about a week, is how much nicer the holiday lights look in a fresh blanket of snow. But even that is fleeting, and could leave me in peace come January first.

The dogs have had their fill of one another, and look about ready to collapse in a fluffy heap. Best get them off home for a snooze. The windshield is showing rain droplets now too. I guess it is going to arrive earlier than the predicted one o’clock start. Could make things interesting!

Happy Tuesday January 6th, 2026 from southern Ontario Canada.

Other news.

Did a little reconnaisance of the blog for 2025, and some fun stats are:

I wrote 376 posts over all for the year.

I wrote a whopping 157.9 thousand words on the blog in 2025.

I had 2,800 plus unique visitors

I had 4,750 plus viewers of my content

Both my books combined had 146 downloads for the year as well.

Let us see what 2026 brings!

Couple of tasks on the docket today.

First and foremost is the van’s oil change across town. 8 had to bump my dog’s playdate by a day because of it. We need one as we’ve gone slightly over due to extended holiday traveling, and my not recalling the mileage correctly. Second thing is to take the tree down. I started on the ornaments. Will tackle the tinsel and lights next, then boxing up the tree and putting that away. Third will be to shovel all this new snow we are in the middle of accumulating as we speak. Then after that I can look at the laundry, floors, and kitchen. It’s a domestic duties Monday! First day back for everybody in our household anyway.

Sad to put the tree away, but it’s nice to have it packed away neatly, and at my own pace. I was going to listen to music, still might. But I have to get the car across town for an appointment shortly, so I didn’t want to get carried away, and forget about the oil change while working on the tree. Still have a way to go on this, so I’ll leave it be, for now. And will come back to it upon my return.

Filling my bins neatly!

Two of three bins used for our tree.       (Fig 1.)

The third bin is for ceramic ornaments, tree skirting, tinsel, and the light strands. Perhaps some stockings etc… to keep the ceramic stuff intact when moving them up & down stairs. Shame to lose them all in one ill timed drop. I say this from experience because I dropped a separate container that had the only remaining paw imprint ornament from our previous dog, and an infant hand print from our eldest daughter, and I could not save either one. The medium was too brittle and shattered into an untold number of pieces. Unlucky.

So the van is done, the snow has been shovelled at least once (still actively snowing though) and I have eaten breakfast, and I am set to take the rest of the tree apart. I even brought our tree bag inside to warm up a little before it goes back out to the shed for another ten or so months! How thoughtful. I will set the dishwasher to run first, get some kitchen issues settled before I dig back into the tree. Wandering minds make for chaotic housekeepers. I eventually get to what I wanted to do, I just find other tasks along the way!

Enjoy the remainder of your Monday January 5th, 2026.

Last day of the tree.

Savouring the last hours of the warm colourful glow of my tree, tinsel, and various coloured lights in my living room. The four foot diameter, seven foot tall tree is going away later on today, and I’m going to miss it. Usually I would have it down and stored away by lunch on January first, but I feel a little sentimental about it this year for some reason. Could be the possibility of all out war coming to our southern neighbours the US for striking Venezuela, or having their eyes on Mexico, Panama, and Greenland, and potentially us in Canada too. So I’ve kept the tree because who knows just how bad the next few months, or years are going to get. That’s a real downer, I get it, but… Shits fucked yo!

So while I’d like to have the front window unblocked to allow in as much sunlight as possible now that we are into January, the calm normalness of the tree, with the associated excitement of the build up to the Christmas holidays is a pleasant warmth that I don’t really feel in the pit of my stomach right now. It’s at times like this where I envy people who don’t have children. It’s one extra layer of existential dread that I hold about what future my children have on the horizon that eats at me when things go sideways from circumstances outside of my control. Love my children, hate worrying about how fucked their potential future is. Not cool.

It’s going to take me some time to pack it all away later today, but it’s likely for the best. Eyes forward to see the new year with clear sight, and a level headed gaze.

I need to go shovel the new snow we got last night. School begins on the morrow! Back to seven am wake ups, drop offs, pick ups, and extracurriculars! Onwards and upwards.

Big post holiday clean-up & clear out.

Oh it feels good to know that our regular schedule is returning soon. I have emptied all the garbage bins in the house, and cut down the cardboard, and placed all the recycling in the new giant bin out front. I have piles of waste wood to go to the farm for burning, and new logs piled up for bucking into splitting rounds. I might take a moment one morning to sharpen my old axe. The original, very first one that I bought back in 2006 for my landscaping side hustle. That would give me three options for wood splitting should I desire to chop, rather than spend some time sawing rounds.

I know I have potentially three reports for the winter season to contend with. Two long ones that take a while to complete due to their complexity, and the shear volume of data involved. One new report for a place, or event that I have not done before. That’s always exciting! Building resources for a new client from the ground up. Could be a good time ahead!

I am contracted for a number of hours for the new year, so that’s good to know too. Slightly less uncertainty is a good thing. I do need to put in some leg work to try and add one more mid sized client, or two small ones to even out those whom shut down due to the pandemic, or were bought up by competitors and the work went in-house instead of to me. Knocking on doors, or advertising, or networking sessions are in my not so distant future. I primarily work off of word of mouth from former colleagues, and the ever changing roster of marketers I interact with, but things have slowed considerably since the last US election. May not be a way around that while uncertainty is so high. Best to budget well, and focus on what I do have, instead of what I “want“.

I was going to take the kids climbing this morning, but I slept until ten, and now it’s snowing rather heavily. Not ideal for highway travel, and being gone for several hours. A recipe for unintended consequences I’d rather not face with my kids in tow. Different if I get stuck in heavy snow on a major highway. Bit different of a  scenario if both my children have to suffer through it with me too.

The tree is coming down tomorrow, and I will try to take down some of the smaller, and more easily accessed exterior lights too, if I can. Namely the two light up wreaths on the garage facia that are on pegs and nothing more, so I can take those down with no ladder needed. Get them stowed away inside the garage. Maybe try to take up the extension cords from off the ground too? I don’t know, the previous ice Storm might have welded them to the ground for the foreseeable future! Ha. I think we will leave the tree wrap lights on for another few days or weeks. It can get so bleak around here, a little light can go a long way.

It will be late March or early April before I get the lights off the house, or out of the trees, so we might as well enjoy them. I think that next year I might start even higher up in the trees, and get a couple more lights into them too. They do make a statement when done properly I think. Not too showy, but also a really exquisite feature to have tightly wrapped trees full of lights. I aspire that such a high level of illumination showmanship! Not quite Griswold level, but I near third place. Ha!

I took some time this morning to cut down all of the cardboard boxes we’ve gathered since before Christmas. We missed garbage day because… Well let’s just say those left in charge got their timing muddled up, and it affected just us. So now we have additional two weeks worth of garbage to be rid of, plus all the Christmas waste too. Going to be a tight fit when garbage week rolls around again in ten days time. Oof! Nobody buy, or open nothing! We can’t spare the room in our bins!!!!

Minus eighteen at Wonderland to enjoy the last vestiges of the lights.

By God it was a cold evening at Canada’s Wonderland Wonderfest yesterday. I think we all left with ice cold toes, fingers and raw wind blown cheeks. Hard to enjoy the splendor of the lights & rides with family when all you keep thinking about is how fucking cold it is. Loads of hot chocolates, fries and warming station visits kept us out of the ER, but holy moly it was bitterly cold and ever so windy! I wished I had battery heated boots and gloves! I opted for long johns, when I should have used snow pants as well. Silly mistake on my part. I’m my own worst enemy when I convince myself the outside elements won’t be so bad after all. Wrong. Go with your gut and over prepare!

It’s now Friday January 2nd, so the kids have three full days left before school, and afterschool programming all start up again for the new year. So they should try to squeeze every ounce of fun out of these last few days because the rest of winter will be a real slog. I will take them climbing at some point, either later today or early tomorrow. Depends on a few factors out of my control at the moment. But the kids seem content to build new Lego sets, or take turns playing on the VR headset. Gorilla tag has pulled ahead by a fairly wide margin. I am pretty partial to fruit ninja and beat sabre, but I have only had one brief go at fruit ninja while I was setting up the headset, and calibrating the wifi, and accessibility options. The children have monopolized the VR experience thus far. I can change that when they go back to school! Ha.

My only consolation is that in four months time the weather will break, and we will start to see life return to the neighbourhood! I really do hate being out in the cold. School drop offs, pick ups, getting gas, grocery shopping, dog walks, shoveling, cleaning off the cars. It’s all terrible in bitterly cold blowing snow. I look forward to being back out in my garage shop building furniture come spring time. I could technically cut joinery now and wait for the glue up, but I’d rather not leave the wood to buckle and twist by cutting it now, and then leaving it for months before I can assemble it, and do all the finishing tasks. All my joinery will be off by then. I learned that from doing our screen door, and again when I made a children’s bed. Best to work it all together and leave it to settle all together in situ.

I imagine if you were dressed warmly enough in really good cold weather gear that you would likely have had a great time outside at Wonderfest yesterday. I think it ends this weekend, or next week so it’s now or never. I went to Wonderland fourteen times this year so I feel as though I got my money’s worth out of not only my pass, but the perks, and add-ons too. I ate every time I went, and I had multiple beverages too. Parking was paid for by the third time you go, so I’m golden baby yeah!

Not only that but we rode the new Alpen Fury at least three times this year. Once it opened in mid July or early August that is. Waited an awfully long time for it each time. Three hours, two hours, and one hour plus each time. It was kind of insane. The first three hour plus wait time was in 43°C heat, and other folks were passing out as we waited in line. We should have had 2 to 3 drinks each in that line, but made do with one each. It was very dangerous. We both felt woozy in the extreme heat. I no longer wish to wait more than 1 hour for any ride, like ever. Not sure if that makes me a snob or what, but if I can’t fast pass an individual ride, I don’t want to ride it.

De escalation from the Holiday Season.

Winding down in the after glow of the holidays, and the big night with fireworks, and watching LOTR with my eldest daughter. I had a gummy, and some snacks and promptly went to bed before eleven thirty. I did not stay up to ring in the new year, and I am ok with that. Kids have felt ever so slightly off since throwing up in  Ottawa, and I didn’t want to press the issue. Everybody seems right as rain today though – amen! Hallelujah!

Usually I would strike out immediately to take down the Christmas tree, and potentially some of the easier exterior lights. But I’m not feeling it today. I can wait for Sunday to take the tree down. Let us have one or two more nights to bask in its warm festive glow. There’s so much snow, bare tree bark, and greyness around I could enjoy the colours on our tree for a little while longer. I have the antique colour bulbs that remind me of my youth.

I see a certain colour way on a house a few blocks from here, and the first time I saw it, BAM! It was a visceral gut punch. I can’t seem to locate that colour strand in any stores around here, but if I could. Oh boy, I’d buy up a bunch of those for the tree, the house, the garage whatever… I don’t care. I could stare transfixed for a while in nostalgia with those colour bulbs. Probably best we don’t have them, bit of a distraction really.

We are officially in 2026. Winter has been present for some weeks now, even if the winter solstice was a mere ten days ago. I hope, and pray that we get some sort of lengthy reprieve from all this snow. No running from the cold at this point, but I could do with letting the snow subside just a little.

First task of the new year has been laundry. Washing, drying and sorting are on the agenda for today.

We moved some furniture for a family friend yesterday that went about as smoothly as one would hope, while still being a tremendous pain in the ass, if you know what I mean. The cold and snow didn’t make things any easier. But for how bad it could have gotten, we made out like bandits, in & out — woosh!

The tree disassembly will take about an hour or two. It’s a bit different going in reverse because you have to be so careful of tangles, and dropping ceramic ornaments. It takes time to put all the different stuff into their particular containers. Work I don’t mind doing. Now I did notice a part of one colour light strand had gone out completely, so I should buy a replacement for it, or make a note to do so next November before the tree goes up once more. That busted strand was only on its second year. Not sure why a four foot section has gone dead already. Planned obsolescence obviously. Now I need to go spend thirty dollars more to replace them. Capitalism, it’s kinda the worst…

Right about now we are all emerging from the Holiday “Fuck its” from Christmas, and finding extravagant visa bills waiting, with arms open wide, ready to pick through our pockets and take our too freely given cash. In the spirit of Christmas, I bring you the gift of Scrooge, a return to belt tightening, budgetary restraint, and rational logic that says “Don’t treat yourself!”. It’s an unpleasant switch from holiday giving, to the reality of a busted economy, world leaders waving dicks around, and billionaires squeezing us for every penny their greasy fingers can smear themselves on. Solar panels, personal power generation and self sufficiency are looking more and more attractive over time. Grow some fruit trees, and food stuffs of your own. Shop less. Buy quality where you can. Learn to fix things or make do with what you’ve got. Times ahead look to be tough. Get some grit. Dig in. Time to develop community out away from our phones, screens, social media. Disconnect to reconnect if that tells you anything meaningful. Hold strong.

Welcome to 2026.