Here we go.

I have my third draft of the children’s book written up, and I have my page breakdown for images that correspond to the story. Looks like 16 internal pages. Like I said before, it’ll be a short one. Now I just need to start my sketches and drawings, for real. Woah Betty, that makes me nervous. Been a fair few years since I’ve done any drawing by hand. Could be a bust! Let’s press on and see what we see today. Gotta give it the day, at least.

Third draft with page break out, and some notes to myself, in case I get distracted and put this away for another couple of months – again.

I have the paper and pencils on hand. I have ink and brushes in case I go that route. I have pens and markers in case I go another way. Plus I most likely will can the artwork, and add colour in Photoshop. Stay tuned.

Returning to my Children’s Book.

Now that I most likely have all of Book Two completed, also known as 41 Chapters of The Ghost of the Dirty Starling, I may actually bother to rewrite my childrens story, and begin to illustrate it myself. Of course I might end up writing an epilogue to my interconnected space serial, which opens it up for more exploration, but we’ll see about that. I seem to need a break from it for now. That happened last time as well. I am astounded by authors who are able to create fresh new worlds and pump out glorious novel after glorious novel, year after year. My hat is off to you lot. That hurts my brain to think about. My childrens book is simple and short and features only two characters. I’ll need to come up with an appropriate look for them. One was based on our former dog, now he’s been dead for nearly a full calendar year. I hope that doesn’t make me weepy thinking about him. Hard to say.

The other major question is; do I bust out the pencils and ink, or draw it in illustrator? I could draw it up by hand, scan it and colour it in Photoshop. That would work pretty well for me. I think the simpler I keep it the more likely I am to follow through with it. Hell I wrote 50,000 extra words of a second novella rather than tackle it from December through April, so that might tell you how I feel about starting drawing/inking again.

I have a bust in the works in my office in Chavant soft. I hate the soft Clay’s. So sticky. Plus it deforms too easily as I handle the piece while I work it. Nothing like working hours on a nose or ear, to mash it the next day because you grabbed it with warm hands and forgot to watch out. I tend to use Hard wax/oil Clay’s to avoid just that scenario. Or I use Sculpey Firm and bake as I go, to avoid it too.

Today I build myself an Ash cutting board. I wanted to test out my 45 degree cutting jig, and see how the saw stacked up against 8/4 barn dried Ash. It burns, is what it does. My planer doesn’t care much for hard woods either. My new electric hand planer from Bosch was amazing though, so kudos to them on a find product. I also practiced my trim routing of round over edges. Cut in some 45 degree hand holds, and a through & through finger hole, about 2 inches in diameter. Then used my propane torch to burn the top surface and bring out the grain. Looks interesting. Sanded to 220 grit, and finished with a butcher block prep oil. Not great, but not awful. Works as a cutting surface.

Ash solid wood cutting board – 2022.

About 24 inches long, 1.75 inches thick, and nearly 11 inches wide. Had a huge crack down one corner, which I cut off, as I don’t have epoxy to fill in the rather large gap. I chose to cut that corner off instead. It’s pretty heavy. I have it resting on a cookie drying rack as the oil penetrates the wood. Nice quick project.

Back pain is a pain near the arse.

Just had to tweak my lower back while fiddling with that damn wheel barrow tire a few days ago. Tried treating it with rest, heat and cold but it’s not really getting any better. Kept me awake last night too. Will have to turn to Tylenol for a spell to get over this initial hump of soreness. Here I thought working out with weights would help me not do my lower back in by simply leaning over to work on a project for an hour, but here we are. I’m pretty sure this all stems from a previous injury I suffered doing too much weight at a Cross-Fit event prior to my wedding. Feels like I compressed a disc or something along those lines, and it just goes off if I compress it at an odd angle for prolonged periods of time.

It’s the sort of thing that hurts if you lean over, but also hurts if you lie flat on your back. And doesn’t like it when laying on your belly either. Sideways it is then.

This too shall pass.

Ruby & Rudy Tuesday.

Things are shaping up to be busy again this week. Which isn’t a bad thing, that’s terrific. Received word of a few new reports coming later this year, all good news to me! Love to hear it. The reward for good work is more of it. Which is nice.

Just stopping briefly for lunch, and then I’ll get right back to it. Projects await!

Sell sheets, 3D renders of retail displays, and final edits for the report. Swallowed up a good chunk of the day. It’s funny, I had originally planned to build our metal gazebo today, or at least this week, but then it snowed – again. Plus it’s cold and also kinda rainy. So now building to be done today.

I also seem to have put my back out fixing my wheel narrow wheel that wouldn’t seal along the bead. I tried a ratchet strap, heat, exploding fumes with a torch. And the only thing that worked was a rope, a long piece of wood, and punching the tire in frustration as I juiced it up with compressed air. Leaning over the tire for an hour has done a number on my lower back. Argh. I’m sure shoveling out my compost pile, and putting three wheel barrows full of earth in the front beds by shovel didn’t help much either. Silly what can bring us low. Guess my work out regimen hasn’t been doing as much for me as I had planned.

Fourth day off in a row.

Day four of lousy weather while we are all off. Gotta love it. As soon as we all go back to work the temp will rise, the sun will shine, and we’ll not have the time nor inclination to enjoy it. Ain’t that a bitch. On a high note for today we didn’t wake up to snow. That’s gotta count for something!

I have some cold weather gardening to do today, so I best be getting a move on. I keep waiting for the sun to get warmer, but I’ll not finish if I wait for too long. Time to move the good soil out of the compost pile and spread it in the flower beds. Time to dig out my wheel barrow and spade. Possibly my forks too. We’ll see. I don’t make a habit of filling our permanent flower beds. I could edge them up, I suppose. I was going to trim the hedgerow at the back of the house, but I might have left it too late. As I understand it, that’s a late winter project.

Enough procrastination, time to get to it. Enjoy your last day of the extended long weekend, if you get the day off that is.

He is risen: Thanks in part to Cialis, today’s sponsor.

Nothing says Easter like pushing upwards through your bed sheet first thing in the morning, which is why we’re glad to have Cialis as today’s sponsor. It has Risen, so we cured ED for the moment with little blue pills.

It’s a holiday Sunday, and we’re still waiting on baby news, so nothing much is going on today as we wait. The kids had an Easter Egg hunt this morning. Our town had a walk through egg give away on Saturday which the kids enjoyed. Would be nice not to have snow on the ground today, but it’s April in Ontario, so what are you gonna do? Complain, and move on. Little over two months left of the school year, which is kinda crazy to think about. Our youngest completing year one of kindergarten. What a raggedy ass bitch of a school year it’s been too, thanks Covid. I don’t even know if our oldest remembers a school year without interruptions and sickness looming over everything.

Take it easy today. Watch a movie, and stay healthy out there.

123 – easy as do ra me, simple as ABC…

What a funny looking number. Looks fake to me. Or oddly staged, as though someone were trying to find a random number. But here we are on day 123 of writing every single day. Yesterday I sort of completed my story arc, and now I’m trying to decide if I need to add an epilogue to fill it out a bit, or just leave it be. I could easily fill book three with the whole thing in greater detail, but I’m not sure at this point if I want to. Feels a bit rushed, but that’s the thing, building up to nothing is how life tends to feel. Blink, breath or loose focus for an instant and it’s all over and done with. Like studying your whole life for an event, having a sneezing fit that obscures the brief pinnacle moment and you’re left wanting at the end. Tragic, I suppose. Inevitable? Not sure. But that’s how I write. The fiction in my writing is that nobody gets off scott free, they all die in the end. Not so true here, is it. Awful, horrible people shrouded by money, privilege and power can do as they please and languish in luxury until their natural deaths. Fuck that, I say. Treat them as you would any, and every throw away character. Boring, work a day deaths for all involved, hero or not. A stubbed toe that gets infected, and they die of blood poisoning even though they were set to ascend the power structure or live forever after one more minor detail was completed. Nope, not on my story arc, fuck face. You die, no pomp, no circumstance, no banners or lying in state for you. Left to rot and decay in a random unlisted room someplace. Maybe the janitors turned off the environmental controls after cleaning, and didn’t realize you had a panic room back there, but were so cheap you used Company environmental facilities instead of paying for your own separate supply, and it’s constant maintenance. Ha. Eat shit.

I’m thinking that as the weather gets better, I want to focus more attention outside at the house. Windows, tree pruning, the lawn, the gutter blockage, driveway, vehicles. I’d like to start the screen door or coffee table build soon. I’m thinking about sculpting more again too. Playing the guitar and/or piano is somewhere I’d like to focus my attention as well. Same with teaching the kids about baseball, soccer and bicycling. We got out yesterday morning and played some ball hockey which was a lot of fun. So much to do, and try to focus on. Easy to get paralyzed by it all and wind up doing nothing at all. Except write. I’m pretty good of late about doing some of that every day.

Oh-oh, Spiderman No Way Home arrived this week and I got to watch that with my wife one evening for a date night. I ended up having to work for forty minutes in the middle and missed a chunk, but I liked what I saw the first time around. Watched the middle portion the next day, and liked it even more! Was pleasantly surprised by it all. Made me tear up in a few spots too. Not that that is particularly difficult as I get older. I’m sad that some major plot points were spoiled for me on Twitter, but I still enjoyed the whole movie anyway.

Hope you enjoyed all (41) forty one parts of book two, The Ghost of the Dirty Starling, as much as I did writing them. It started out heading one way, and moved around a bit, and was ultimately a fun little novella to write. Maybe now that it’s off my shoulders I will write some one off’s about my dad life experiences. Or not.

Everywhere is darkness, all I can see, hear, think, is death.

Fear smells of death. Decaying flesh sealed tight into a jumpsuit. We just don’t know it yet. The fog of war makes me think things are going well for us. At least it seemed so at first. The thing about best laid plans and all is that they go to shit when you’re fighting people diametrically different than you are. We had no way to plan for what they threw at us.

It was a massacre of biblical proportions, steeped in blood and effluence. Viscous gore in near zero gravity causing mayhem on the ground, plastered to our visors, and gumming up exposed moving parts. Chips and fragments of bone piercing us from every angle. Troops caught it ferocious traps built to maim and to terrify. Splattered guts and limbs thrown about like dandelion seeds on the wind. We were but dust in a maelstrom.

We threw our newest technology at them, they countered with ghastly biological hulking monstrosities that ripped and roared and consumed as much as they killed. Growing and shambling along like mindless conglomerates of green tinged limbs. Grasping and tearing, ripping and rending flesh from bone. Soaking up endless rounds of ammo, unconcerned for their own well being. A mindless horde exposed to the vaccum of space, ceaselessly encroaching on our placements. Leaving wide swaths of devastation in their wake. Gaping maws of ragged teeth, bone spurs and sharp spines. Belching pus and bile, sloshing around like over filled buckets of chum.

Our automated Fire Teams and Tankers cut through them like butter when the Admiral finally put the augmented boots on the ground. A charnel house of ruined plant materials inter mingled with human bodies littered every surface of the barren waste of UB313. But as our side began to make headway, that’s when they started the unthinkable. They had even bigger monsters waiting on the float, just out of sensor range, hiding among the heavenly bodies, as old as ice. Who began to spin up the available asteroids and unleash them upon UB313. Obliterating the fighting forces, their own and ours alike. Whatever had been on the surface, or buried beneath the surface in the base itself, pulverized to dust and chunks of wet molecules effectively beating us to the punch, as the mobile Bison Drones were trained to do the exact same thing. It turns out the two sides weren’t so different after all. In the heat of battle both the Fire Teams and Tanker units somehow managed to retreat. I saw them come apart at the seams, as if they had broken down into a cloud of ash and then reformed, over and over.

I was jettisoned from a larger chunk of UB313 and cast out into the void, helpless. Screaming as I tumbled in the darkness. Calling out on every possible channel I could remember. It was dumb luck that one of the smaller run abouts was nearby and was able to swoop in and pick me up. It was from the squashed confines of this crab unit that I was able to take in the navy battle of The Company flotilla.

From a distance the naval battle of the flotilla looked modest and rather dull. But upon closer inspection it was a chaotic mess. With no more large scale targets to go scrutinize, with the obliteration of UB313 the vast city sized ships sat idle. I suppose the assumption was that with the black ops insurgency base destroyed, the battle was won. Not realizing the swarm of hungry plantmen hybrids were bearing down upon them from the shadows and crevices of the wreckage. Feeding off of the decaying remnants of the ground attack, and enriching themselves in the wash of the fleets great engines. The UV light put out by all of those behemoths swelled the ranks of the plantmen hybrids a thousand fold.

Soon the plantmen hybrids would breach the hulls and disgorge massive clouds of fungal spores, ensnaring the crews, bringing them to their knees. That was until the nanotech integrated Fire Teams and Tankers were alerted to the matter by the last great call from the flotilla wide emergency broadcast systems.

Over a period of days each side would swing from near defeat to near total victory and back again. Over and over. Equally matched in their single minded desire to win at all costs. Mindless machine versus mindless biological fungus.

Those infected by the spores were brought low in a matter of hours. Not quite dead yet, no longer really alive. Their flesh putrefying from the lungs outward. Their flesh and organs liquefying slowly, as they bled into lengths of intermingled puddles of blooming fungus. Like a mushroom farm grown out of a field of messy dead bodies. Great blooms of orange, red, purples and blues. Fantastical spires of fleshy mushrooms with broad angled caps and sticky bulbous stems. A colorful wonderland of fungal gardens. That smelled of vacated bowels and the last gasped breaths of the dying. The air a thick moist fog of spores, and yeast, and the condensation from evaporating blood, and liquefied internal organs.

Many miles away. “Racquelle. It has begun. If you don’t breach the partitions for us, I fear this war will make it’s way back to Earth, and to every single human colony. This will not end here. You must help us. You have to act!” Katayna whispers urgently into the ear of a huddled and crying Racquelle. Her weakened body tangled submissively in her bed sheets. Her skin a pallid off white, with specks of blue around her lips. The fear of the impending battle has stolen her appetite, draining the fight from her, stealing her will to live. “But I don’t know how.” She whispers back, through dry and cracked lips. Limply she lies against the seated Katayna. Glancing over the frail body of Racquelle, Katayna says. “I need you to give me a hand.” Katayna croons soothingly into Racquelle’s ear. Brushing her lank hair away from her ear, and over a sallow and sunken cheek. With a mighty effort Racquelle pulls out of Katayna’s arms to raise her right hand palm up to Katayna’s waiting cupped hands. A single tear rolls down Katayna’s face. In one smooth motion forms a long blade with her fist as she cuts Racquelle’s arm off just below the elbow, as Racquelle crashes back against the bed in a spasm of pain. Amidst the shrieking and flailing Katayna stands up, lifting the severed limb and quietly leaves the room. A thick stream of blood falls in her wake. The shouts of anguish echo around the hall behind her. The door wooshes closed quietly and the muffled screams continue unabated.

Seventy two hours after the first hull breach by the plantmen hybrids a mysterious vessel of writhing off white and grey appears. It blasts out a single tone, like a fog horn, on a private frequency, causing all of the integrated Fire Teams and Tanker units to fall back from the fighting. The nanobots cannot resist the sirens call. K bids them to retreat to him.

Vast swarms of nanobots flood through the hull breaches and rapidly descend upon the mysterious vessel known as K. Soundlessly the nanobots assimilate into the hull, and the ship begins to transform. Gathering itself up to strike K splits into a multitude of hungry tendrils, feasting upon the flotilla, the plantmen, and all of the fungal remains of the crew. Increasing in size, and exponentially growing more tendrils to feast. The vessel known as K gives way to his basest instinct to feed and grow and consume. He can feel himself becoming lost in the primal urges of expansion and growth.

In the bridge Katayna stands unnoticed with the severed limb of Racquelle’s, ready to place the hand palm down on a lock box keyed to the her DNA. Time is running out. She can feel herself, and K, growing rapidly, losing all sense of himself in the ever growing feedback from such rapid growth. Pressing down lightly on the palm shaped lock with the limp hand, a loud click sounds. A puff of dust and smokes is emitted, and an inner lock whirs open slowly. A tiny door springs open, and a dazzling purple light shines out. Inside the fist sized chamber is a glowing purple push button. Without any hesitation Katayna slams the palm of the severed limb down on the button.

In the heavy dust cloud of the remains of UB313, the massive vessel known as K, the entire Company flotilla, and all of the plantmen hybrids phase out of existence with a crackle of lightening, a thousand cubic kilometers wide.

In the one hundred billionth fraction of a second it takes to transit, K is simultaneously inside a grey box, a pink glob of goo, having an ongoing conversation over several years with the captain of Margot’s Fever. Passing through a wormhole via galactic distortion giving him the basis for the idea of the Fore E’s engine, talking to his best friend the morning before the last shift he ever did with a full crew as a human, fighting a rogue android AI on the run from him as a man now named Karcher, evading a solar storm and mistakenly banging against a Mark One capsule near Pluto effectively killing The Non Sequitur, during a test jump using the new engine design for the first time. He is time, all at once, yet separate.

In the blink of an eye, it’s all gone. Many years later the university on Torus Station, and on Mars will teach classes devoted to what happened here. But for now, it’s all a mess from the fog of war. We’re all dead, we just didn’t know it yet.

Part Forty One: Ghost of the Dirty Starling.

A Cedar Toy Box: Just because I can.

While I am waiting on parts to a report I decided to build my kids a cedar toy box, lined with burgundy felt, to store their new horde of LOL Dolls, and OMG Queen Surprise fashion dolls and their myriad accessories. I once again used only materials I had on hand, which meant I could built a 2ft long, 10 inch high box that was 7 inches wide along the sides. The base is made from half inch plywood, and I used spray adhesive to cover the top/bottom of the precision cut plywood base to stop marring our floors, and to cushion the blow from dropped toys into the box itself. I had thought about using box joints, or lap joints, or even miters. But in the end, to save time (as I’m waiting on parts to a project) I did butt joints, glue and Brad nails to lock it all in place. I sanded only to 100 grit, to removed the graying outer surface on the cedar boards, and to round off all the edges and corners. It’s functional, and currently resides under a window, behind the couch.

2ft W x 10″H x 7″ D. Lined with 2mm burgundy felt to cushion dropped toys, and save my old floors.

I need to take Wednesdays bench build down to the orchard at the farm, but my uncle in law has Covid, and I don’t want to bother them while they recuperate.

Holiday Friday today, so need to find things for the kids to do to not drive us crazy. We are also on baby watch for my SIL’s second child. Due date was yesterday, and she’s gone over. Now we wait for the good news, and potentially in a few days, see the new baby from afar! Weee!

What’s so special about Day 121?

Nothing really. Still madly working away on projects for my day job. Built a bench out of scrap pressure treated lumber for our orchard down at the farm. And have been working on house hold things like laundry, dishes and bathroom cleaning, you know fun stuff.

Today also marks 14 days of lifting weights again. Not much change due to starting light in weight, but I think because I changed my mindset about 121 days ago, in regards to finding the time to do things that are important to me, I’ve found it easier to stick with the exercise because that reward pathway is built in my head now. It doesn’t have to be much, as long as I do something physical every day. I don’t even put a time expectation on it for duration. Just do anything, everyday. Eventually I’ll discover a rythm or a regimen that works. But I’m not at that point, I’m just trying to do it, at all, every day. Bicep curls, tricep curls, rowing, chin lifts, kettle bell swings, Turkish get ups, shoulder press, arm raised, shoulder shrugs, bench press with a make shift bench, chest press, squats, lunges. If it can be done with two or fewer dumbbells I’ll try it to see if it works for me, without hurting myself. Do I aim to run marathons or run an iron man triathlon, nope. I just want to feel a bit better, and possibly fit into some nice pants in the future. I’d like to be able to lean over to tie my shoes without my belly impeding my way. But weight loss isn’t my concern right now. Just building the mentality to do it every single day. Legs, arms, back, belly. I don’t care which. It takes time, and a small effort, but I’m happy to have started. Much like writing, I’ll see how long I go for, no pressure.

Tackled two jobs yesterday that I had been fixing piecemeal for multiple years, and the shabby nature of the file, and compounding small fixes finally caught up with me. Had to invest multiple hours into rebuilding them from scratch. It’s better now that it’s done in this manner, but boy did it give me trouble. The project started out with minor changes, then a few more, then several more, and then a total redo. But due to the nature of the first changes, it wasn’t worthy of a rebuild. But mission creep, and the totality of the changes over the years warranted it now. Plus it was giving the printers grief, and made me look bad in the process. So I bit the bullet and fixed every single facet in a single day, and hopefully now it’ll be perfect moving forward. And I don’t hear about it until next year when products get added or dropped, and distributors change their contact info, or logos get updated etc etc…

So that’s my Thursday. I’m waiting on two more parts of my large report and then I can send it off for proofing all of the data / tables and graphs/charts. Then I can make any edits and submit it to the clients. Then it is time for the invoicing! Getting paid – ya!