Not feeling physically well on the lead up to the first of two funerals this weekend. Guts are all tied up in knots, and I feel pressure in my chest, and pain 8n my intestines. The glory of having Crohn’s Disease I suppose. Here’s hoping I can keep myself in order throughout the visitation & the service itself.
Then I turn my eyes toward tomorrow ordeal. Atleast in tomorrow’s case I’ll have my entire immediate family with me. I hope there is a park near by. It’s ok though, we will deal with whatever comes up as it happens. I know my kids will need to take a few breaks, and maybe even call it off early. It’ll be a hard time for all of us.
The stress and worry, as well as sadness I feel is taking a physical toll on my body right now. I do not reccomend. Zero stars.
