Still busily working away.

Managed to complete almost 1/4 of the report yesterday. Hit my stride this morning for another chunk completed. Still going to take several days, but I feel more confident about my progress. If I had my druthers, I’d like to get a 100% completed information packet in from the get go, but piecemeal is better than nothing. I can at least start with something, rather than having to sit and wait. I do like to work in a specific order of the sections to get some early wins, which makes me more likely to stick to it, and push through. Not able to work that way this time. Oh well. Will have to create some wins for myself so I don’t push the work off and procrastinate.

So far today it has rained, snowed and been windy. I see some sun shine poking through the clouds now too. I’d prefer it to be at least 10 degrees today if it could manage! Bike rides, and general outside clean up awaits! Walks, scooting and the long board skate board! So many options.

Quietly working away…

On the third and final massive report. And it’s a doozey. Going to be locked into this bad mamajama for about eight days straight. If I can get a jump on some comments sections, I can reduce that by a day, possibly day and a half. That’s just an awful lot of type setting. Wish those paragraph styles still worked the way they used too. I hate having to adjust by hand.

Anywho, it’s Saturday, so of course it is raining for most of the day, and cooler than it needs to be, by around five degrees. Bah!

Stay strong out there.

Tax time – and other uncomfortable truths.

Looking at the numbers, and last year was not a particularly good one. Lots of events were canceled which meant I had to forgo around six to eight reports and audits. That’s a pretty good chunk of cheddar that I missed out on. I picked up a few extra clients, but they didn’t spend anything close to what I could have hoped for, though I am very thankful for their trust in me and my services. No matter.

I did lots of DIY projects and didn’t go too crazy spending money on much of anything. Save, save, save to pay the tax man, then do as you please.

Attendance at my kids school is a tad light today, more than 60 kids missing from a school with little more than 300. A bit jarring when you see how empty it is. Of a possible 23 kids, my eldest daughters class has 10 today. I will say this though, a few more teachers and EA’s wearing masks today, which is a positive turn of events. Nice to see. This shit is like glitter and herpes, it’s every fucking where. God save us all from our collective stupidity. That and an attention span that quits after two years.

Yeah – so lots of logging invoices and data entry for today. I have dedicated these last two days to it. Dig up my receipts, colour code them, staple like items in stacks, log them, and move on to the next block. Every year I think I should keep a live document and fill it in as I go, but I never do. Luckily my business is small, and fairly simple to maintain.

I snuck in one extra chapter with Racquelle and Katayna on you! It came from a moment of clarity after my cold & flu meds kicked in, and settled down so I wasn’t so spaced out. Thinking about Covid, like a looming battle helped me feel her despair, and worry. Plus a bit of confusion. Gonna have to hash it out soon though. Or do I?

The news was unwelcome,

And was not taken in stride. Rather Racquelle receded into herself at the news of the impending Company flotilla. Twelve vessels ranging from city sized behemoths, to mid range ships capable of holding forty thousand or more. Then there are the smaller ships that barely hold more than a few thousand. The behemoths will disgorge a vast swarm of fighters, drop ships, escorts and work vehicles. As far as Racquelle was concerned this was going to be a massacre. A fast, violent and ultimately brutal escapade in her otherwise hard won life. No stranger to storming ships like a pirate to capture crew and cargo for the doctor. But somewhere deep down she always thought she’d retire to a far off colony, to spend the rest of her days turning soil at the hands of a shovel. The rich thick scent of muddy loam firmly entrenched in her nostrils. A patchy cloud covered sky overhead, and a fading sunset a part of her last days alive. The impartiality of the news given by K, and its humanoid companion Katayna, a icy dagger into her heart.

Much to her dismay K had created a massive countdown clock that was visible no matter where Racquelle turned. Whether to torture her, or remove all doubt of the looming invasion, she didn’t know, and didn’t venture to ask. Choosing instead to wrap herself in gluttonous meals, and warm blankets woven from the remains of K’s original crew, when K was not a former human & ship amalgam, but a star faring human from centuries before. The tender soft brush of cool silks against her cheeks were of little solace. The meals, while sumptuous, tasted of ash and decay. Her sleep wracked with despair, and her waking moments drowned under a pall of frozen terror.

Twisted in her sheets, staring blindly out of the windows provided by K, Racquelle sits, motionless waiting for the first signs of contact. A subtle shift in the stars. A blinking out to black as the back drop becomes obscured by the viscious Company flotilla. All the while, the large colorless numbers creep ever onwards towards zero.

“Racquelle dear, would you please open the door. I know enough about you that I don’t wish to break in against your will. Please. I have urgent news.” Katayna whispers through the doors to Racquelle’s quarters. In a fit of humanity, she lays her head against the door with a light thud. The oddly heavy, and dense nanotech make up of her body making her much heavier than one would think. After a pause the door hatch clinks as the locks unlatch. Taking a moment to let the door open entirely before entering Katayna flexes her hands nervously. The intense social interaction with Racquelle has rubbed off on her noticeably. Taking on more and more subconscious ticks, like blinking, pupil dilation, coughs and finding reasons to play with her finger nails, such as they are.

“Racquelle, I have some rather disturbing news.” Whispers Katayna as she glides into the room. “Great!, is there a secondary fleet too?” Shouts Racquelle from within the tangled sheets of her bed. “Well, yes, in a manner of speaking, but that isn’t why I need to talk to you.” Answers Katayna. “What!?!, what do you mean that’s not the news you want to talk to me about, what could possible be more important?” Shrieks Racquelle in a hysterically shrill moan. “I do believe the second grouping to have originated from UB313, and would be classified as friendlies. Potentially. Though I’m sensing more organic material than normal out of that cluster. But based on human DNA. Odd, really.” She says, pulling a face, her head tilting less dramatically to the side while recalling other data. “No – my issue is I have discovered a partition, well several if them in our data banks. They are road blocks we, I, K and myself cannot penetrate, but we estimate they contain the same quantity of data as we have decrypted from the slew of outgoing messages we’ve found. I need you to try to breach the partitions for me.” Whispers Katayna so quietly that Racquelle has to hold her breath in order to hear it entirely.

“Even with all of the new data processing power we’ve managed to plug into, we can’t break the partitions. I think it has something to do with you. Something you did, or are going to do?” Katayna rasps into the darkness of Racquelle’s room.

Part Forty: Ghost of the Dirty Starling.

This flu sucks.

I feel pretty spacey and kind of rotten right now. Odd aches and pains cropping up. My mind is floating and sort of not too sharp today. Not going to make any major decisions about anything while I feel this whacked out. DayQuil and NyQuil have blunted the worst of it, or so I believe. Nose fluctuates between badly blocked and a runny mess. Cough comes and goes, same with that pinched soreness in the esophagus. This could just be a nasty cold, and not even a flu at this point, I don’t know. I had a mild fever a few days ago, and even though I have periods where I’m sweaty, my temperature is in my normal range. Yesterday’s nausea was brief, and from not eating enough. Been drinking and snacking while watching the kids. They are both on the up & up, which I great. I hope to come out of this funk in another day or two. Peace out broseph.

Moved into the hacking cough portion of the flu.

I say Flu, because thus far after three tests no Covid has shown up. I think we managed to catch the flu, from my youngest child, and her kindergarten classmates. Not surprising. Cough is sporadic but wracking when in full fit. Makes my throat and chest ache. Otherwise feel less awful than Saturday. Both kids have thrown up at some point in the last few days. Keeping ourselves hunkered down, watered, fed and comfortable. Take care out there.

Let’s hope that was just a 24 hr bug.

As that really threw me for a loop yesterday. What was a terrible nights sleep, followed by fatigue, spaciness, blocked up sinuses, slight fever and a cough. Now, mostly gone, or subdued by half at least. Unpleasant, but no Covid positive test as of yet. So that was a fun way to spend Friday evening through Sunday morning. I’m not 100% yet, but I feel a hell of a lot better.

So that’s a thing that came home from school with my youngest child. Which is not great.

Time to get our taxes in order, so have a great lazy Sunday.

**Tested for the third time, still negative even though Friday & Saturday were the worst I’ve felt since Jan of 2020. So it looks like the flu. Glad we had flu shots as well as our Covid vaccinations. Hearing of lots of family friends coming down with Covid recently. That shit is spreading like wildfire. Fingers crossed for all of our friends with kids too young to get vaccinated yet. Thinking of you all.

This stuffed up nose sucks.

Kids brought home a lovely little head cold that has taken up room and board in my sinuses. Blocking my nose, and giving me a deep throbbing headache, and sore throat to boot. Not going to do much of anything today, if I can help it. Maybe it’ll pass by Monday. I have to work towards that hope!

Take it easy out there. A bit thank you to those whom have consistently followed along with the 39 chapters of book two. Several more to come, and then on to something else.

A Year Ago Today

I did something that I never thought I would do, I published a book. It was an item on my bucket list, and a personal goal that I had set for myself many, many years ago. I was very proud to have done so, and I am proud of the single sale that the book garnered from Kindle Unlimited. Following on the heels of such profound success, I am drawing to a close on book two. I’m about 10,000 words from the end, give or take. And as happy as I am about that, I’m also kind of sad. Maybe I’ll try to write some fantasy stuff, or I’ll stick with a dystopian POV of a supposed utopian society. Who knows.

Spent all day yesterday catering to my sick child, and now my throat hurts, and I feel less than 100%. I’ve tested twice in the last ten days, same as our children, and thus far, it’s not showing up as Covid, but just a common Cough due to cold. Fingers crossed it isn’t Covid. We are one of very few families around here, who still mask up at school, work, while shopping in person if we can’t order it online.

Trust April 1st to bring us ground covering snow, the day after it was 17 degrees Celsius and sunny, and windy. Gotta love it.

“Marshala my main man, listen I have a real squeaker on the docket, think you can make a quick run for me?”

Shouts a fat man from further down the hall. His gut hanging out of the door from the supply chain command post. “I got this Ghost fella that needs to be run over to The Righteous Chord,  via an extra stop off to pick up some fuel cell rods from The Dirty Starling. Take you forty minutes tops, man. You up for it?” The fat man is chewing on a tobacco roll, like an unlit cigar, but still stinks, turns your finger tips and lips yellow, and is generally considered to be really unhealthy.  Marshala stops in his tracks, not yet to his berth, so still just outside the threshold to the change rooms, and thus nearly free from any extra duties. “Countdown clock reads an hour. That’s cutting things close Rodario.” Marshala counters. “Come on man, this one got handed to me last minute, this is a VIP transfer, and a pick up. They’ll have a crab unit ready and waiting to handle the fuel rods. You drive by, grab the rods, put this Ghost down in his new digs and high tail it home. What do you say?” He smiles, a yellow gap toothed smile. The stench from the tobacco roll oozes from his every pore. “Not buying it Rodario. You forgot about it, now you want to make it my problem. Clocks ticking Rody.” The pilot grins, shifting his helmet from one arm to the crook of the other. “Fuck, fine. Triple time pay, plus the VIP bonus.” He sneers. “And?” Retorts Marshala. “What? Fuck me, and. And nothing.” Rodario snaps, his smile fading quickly. “Tick-tock, tick-tock” answers Marshala in a mocking sing song voice. “Christ almighty in heaven, fine. You can have the fuel rod danger pay stipend aswell. But only a portion, as it’s a quarter load only.” He says, reaching his arm out of his office to hand the bill of lading forms to Marshala. “You got it boss.” Marshala takes the papers and bolts back up the hall at full tilt towards his run about. Coming around the side he unsnaps the fueling lines, and toggles through the warm up check list, the dial indicators showing that the ship hasn’t completely cooled down yet from his previous trip. Strapping himself in he clicks his helmet into place feeling the coolness of his neck ring bite at his finger tips. Feeling the thunk of the latch catching, he gets an all clear from the central command tower, almost immediately after typing in his ID code and supply chain docket number. Rodario must have had him moved up in the queue in order to get this last minute trip done. Checking his wrist biometric unit, Marshala sees the clocks down to forty three minutes. Going to be a tight one he thinks, as the thrusters push him hard against his restraints as he backs the run about out of its housing.

The run about is a great little eight seater ship for taking small groups of people between larger ships, or transporting goods to another vessels dry docks, or cargo hold. Nimble, reliable, and most importantly, not orange and black like every other fucking thing build by The Company aeronautics people. Marshala’s run about is sky blue with a hint of yellow mixed in. The interior is a faux white leather, that is well worn, but in good condition. That’s why he gets to do the baby sitting tour guide trips with Company VIP’s.  His ship The Renaissance, also has a wet bar, though no one ever seems inclined to drink when vertigo can strike at any time. Marshala loves in inspire his VIP’s by approaching the larger vessels in the flotilla at 90 degree angles to what they felt was up or down, and see them gasp once it dawns on them. A bit of pilot humor. 

Looking at his bill of lading, the Jolene Roger will be a straight shot three kilometers starboard to collect his Ghost crew guest. Then an about face, drop  90 degrees for one kilometer to grab the fuel rods from The Dirty Starling and then book it to the reception desk at The Righteous Chord to drop off his passenger, and then a mad scramble back to The Lark Song, before they jump into battle stations where he has several hours before his fourth wave gets called into action. Nothing special, just tight timelines care of the fat bastard himself Rodario. Though he had to admit holding out for all the added bonuses, stipends and overtime was a stroke of genius. Rodario really must have dropped that ball to accept all of those charges this late in the game, but who was Marshala to turn down nearly eleven thousand credits for one forty minute run.

The jaunt from The Lark Song to the Jolene Roger, was uneventful. Black, bleak and boring. Taking Marshala less than three minutes to cover the distance. He was guided to his pick up point by an automated bouy that towed him in the last five hundred meters, and a shadowy figure clinked and thunked his way through the airlock at the top of the run about. The medium sized man in a bizarrely harnessed beige jumpsuit floated in nonchalantly and buckled himself down two rows back. Close enough to talk, but not too close. Akin to taking the second urinal over in the men’s room, if you will. Without looking back Marshala says “Get comfortable but don’t take your helmet off ok.” After a brief, yet agonizing pause Marshala was given the go ahead to flop into a dive, relative to the Roger’s position, and head for the Dirty Starling’s cargo hold. The run about peeled away with an audible gasp from the Ghost crew, who followed it up with both a hoot, and a holler. Marshala was zipping now, he had an open lane in front of him, as everyone else was packing it in, and heading back to their berths for the flotilla’s jump into battle.

A proximity alarm sounds causing Marshala to have to produce some evasive maneuvers to avoid a field of shrapnel. Somebody must have lit off a couple of fuel rods and not lived to tell the tale, as the shipping lanes weren’t marked, or rerouted yet. Looking at the countdown Marshala has a full twenty five minutes left. As the Renaissance shoots across the void the automated buoys have been recalled and Marshala has to find his own way to the tiny crab unit that is supposed to be waiting for him, in order to load his fuel rods. The running lights on the Dirty Starling are off in preparation for the jump, so Marshala has to call in manually. All taking precious minutes. Toggling switches on his dash he sees his own wrist communicator is pinging him with an urgent message from Rodario. The radio crackles with static. “Nice of you to arrive Renaissance. Crab unit ninety one is on it’s way. Be there in four minutes.” The radio clicks off. Countdown clock reads seventeen minutes left. “Still good. Still good.” He whispers. Just as foretold the crab unit floats by and racks the fuel rods in one fluid motion, and Marshala rockets off without waiting for the all clear. Shaving off seconds of delays is a matter of life and death at this point.

Turning to look over his shoulder Marshala says “I can’t come in with you, so be ready and waiting in the air lock. I’ll give you a wee push, and you go in. I’m not going to stop, so be ready. And be careful.” A gulp and the sound of a buckle unclasping answers him. Toggling the intercom Marshala shouts over the sounds of the air pumps. “I’m not going to pump out all of the air. I need some to help propel you to the airlock doors. I’ll wait as long as I can to see you go in, but otherwise you’re on your own.” The loud banging of the pumps makes Marshala’s seat vibrate. “Oh, ok… I guess. Thank you?” The Ghost offers from inside the air lock. The red digits of the countdown clock on his dash shows eleven minutes. In moments The Righteous Chord looms large in the cabin windows and Marshala comes screaming in over the hull as he dives into a roll over towards the aft cargo bay. Orienting his air lock door to the main cargo hold Marshala brings the run about The Renaissance down to a crawl. “On my mark – mark!” He shouts, as a beige projectile fires out of the air lock with an icy puff of grey. Sitting with both hands on his joy sticks, one eye on the Ghost Crew and his other eye on the slowly counting down clock Marshala just breaths. His sensor array shows the Ghost approaching at a fast, but survivable speed. Three hundred meters, 10 minutes, two hundred seventy five meters, nine minutes forty seconds, two hundred fifty meters, nine minutes twenty, on and on, as both the countdown clock and the distance go down in tandem. With a triple click over the comm’s, a standard call for all clear, Marshala watches as the cargo bay doors creep open, and the beige body slips safely inside.

Like a canon ball Marshala pushes his run about to the near red line as he careens back towards the Lark Song, from the under belly of The Righteous Chord. His arms pinned to his arm rests, and breathing hard in the haut-haut, chest compression chant he was trained to use to keep his blood pumping under pressure, he races back to the homing beacon emanating from his dry dock berth. As the coordinates draw near, and the count down clock still registers three minutes and fourteen seconds he eases back on the throttle, only to notice that his fuel gauge is on empty. With only his attitude adjustment thrusters available to him now Marshala begins to sweat. A trickle beads up on his brow, and rolls slowly towards his eye. Within moments the Renaissance goes dead stick in his hands, and the craft begins to tumble on all three axis. The g forces are too much to handle, Marshala blacks out.

From out of the darkness a previously recalled bouy reboots, and bursts free from its holding station. It connects blindly to a tumbling blue run about, and brings it in for docking, using every ounce of fuel reserves to steady the ships tumble. The pilot is unconscious, but within seconds of locking in place in the berth aboard the large vessel, The Lark Song jumps into battle.

Part Thirty Nine: Ghost of the Dirty Starling.