Why is getting up in the morning so hard.

I am starting to understand why so many people have leaned on coffee in order to wake up and get out of bed in the mornings. I’ve always tried to do it by getting enough sleep. But quantity does not equal quality, as far as sleep is concerned. So if I’m not going to use coffee or tea, nor any sort of stimulant, then I need to get a higher quality of restful sleep at night so that I don’t wake up feeling cloudy headed, or miserable. No pressure. Just sleep better. Right? Ha ha. Not so easy when you think about it. But I digress. No sleep studies or months of research going on here today. Just know that what coffee & tea do to my insides is enough to swear off either for a life time of groggy mornings. Could my poor sleep be from my mattress, air quality, temperature of the room, my intestinal issues, external stressors, general health, my weight (think BMI). It really could be a whole host of things. Or compiling results from multiple factors. Is it from the food I eat? Is it due to when I eat. Is it because I suffer from malabsorption, among other things. Is my age a factor? So many facets to reflect upon. But every now and again I have such an amazing nights sleep, and there is no discernible difference in the days events, meals, or lead up to it that I can use to recreate that great nights sleep moving forward. Frustrating to say the least.

Doesn’t mean I can’t still hate getting up with an alarm. And I’m not even up all that early either. My 5:35am days are over, as far as I am concerned. I’ve acclimated to 7:00 am, and that feels early to me now. Though I will say this, I don’t experience the 2pm crash quite like I used too. But then I would also nap twice a day on my 2 hour long commute each way via train. So there is that to consider.

It is now Wednesday. Halfway through week two of being back to school. Starts to move quickly once you factor in all the extracurriculars, work, holidays, events, and such. Fair time, thanksgiving, Halloween, then the massive build up to Christmas with a couple of birthdays thrown in every which way along that time line, and POW! It will be 2024 before you even know it. Amazing how time flies. Add in some unfolding health issues from great grandma, and an unwell uncle at the farm, and time will begin to race past us.

I think we are planning on finishing up the Strawberry patch this morning. So another week of sore ham strings, and a nagging lower back to look forward to. The berries will look pretty good afterwards though. Take care out there. Ciao Bella!

Water softener vs Refrigerator: Which is worse?

The freezer has once again kicked off and frozen over at the vents making the fridge portion warm. And the Ecopure 30K grain water softener still shows Err03, and is absolutely pissing water out the drain pipe though the internal tank is not getting lower, as the water line is up to the bottom of the six. So a valve is stuck open somewhere (from what I can tell, but not being mechanically inclined that’s a guess, based on the volume of water going out the drain versus what little to no movement I can see inside the tank, which is what should be draining). So… yeah.

My daughters room fan ground to a halt on Sunday night, so I have been out to replace it. In June I pulled it apart myself, and used my air compressor to clean it all out, and then used lubricant to quiet down the fan, which lasted all of a month. So either the lube didn’t get to where it was needed most, or it needs white lithium grease inside the motor, as the squeal was metal on metal rubbing. Hard to mistake that pitch of squealing distress.but now that it is trash I’ll take any machine screws I can find out of the unit, and will toss the rest. I have the older busted air purifier to do that to aswell. Plus an old iron and a broken, burned out blender motor base. The screws, bolts and such are handy. The plastic and innards less so, for me atleast. Trying to only pack rat the vital pieces, and not collect a broken electronics graveyard.

So that’s my Tuesday as of 9:30am. We were going to go to the driving range today, but storms and appointments got in the way. My wife has an hour long chat with her doctor right now, and I have blood work to be drawn at 2:00pm. So not a travel to wander a mall day. If work remains quiet we may just watch a movie together and listen to the rain.

I do eventually need to check that the softner is actually doing something, or else I need to go reset it.

I know that all of my tomatoes plants will be glad for the rain today. I didn’t water them much at all during August. They are massive and sprawling plants now. But few blooms or actual tomatoes. Until recently. Now the four plants might produce more than we could eat in a years time. Funny how that is. Apple trees went berserk this year too. Same with the grapes and raspberries.  Likely same with the cherry tree, but the birds and local wildlife striped my tree bare before we had a chance to collect one single cherry. Not one! The blasted pests ate them all as they were on the verge of transitioning from greenish pink to red. BAM! The whole lot gone. The squirrels ravaged my raspberries too. The local hare ate my strawberries, even though the plants grow back each year they don’t produce much fruit.

Back to the pesky water softener. So far I have swapped out the wiring harness, the switch, the cam, and the motor itself. Besides the circuit board and physical unit, there isn’t anything left for me to replace, jiggle, tighten or manhandle on this infernal machine. Next step is to toss it to the curb along with the previous twenty year old model. And then buy a third one and have that installed – again. Not going through five bags of salt a month is nice. I think we’ve used four since May. Better!

Not sure about where all this excess moisture is coming from for the freezer though. The lines are empty. Water line disconnected. The ice cube maker disabled. There is no frost line near the seal to point to an external leak. But the vents are positively frosted over entirely. So I need to empty the freezer – again. Thaw out the vents – again. Move the milk downstairs, and any other items we want to keep. Very thankful for the ancient fridge in the basement which came with the house. Can save the milk, eggs and bacon. Just emptied the freezer downstairs so I can save a few other items aswell. Good to have!

Offending water softner stuck on Err03. Where is all that water coming from?
Frozen over vents after 30 minutes of thawing in the open air. Soon to be 2L puddle under the fridge.

So much for Tuesday. How many more bandaids can I apply to these appliances before we have to buy new ones! The struggle is real. Ciao Bella!

Sent them off fishing for the morning.

Kids desperately wanted to have a bon fire with jiffy pop popcorn, and do some more fishing. But these early sunsets meant we ran out of time to do it all on Saturday evening. So grandpa and grandma took the girls out on Sunday morning for a couple hours in the sunshine to try and catch more fish. Off the dock our best haul was 12 six to eight inch long fish at one time. All returned to the lake out of the holding bucket we were using with lake water in it. Off the boat they were less successful, but had fun nonetheless. Lots of nibbles and stolen worms, but no fish brought in after a hearty struggle on the line. This time.

We then spent a good amount of time taking the water trampoline out, along with the lily pad and the seadoo ramps. So slightly ahead of the fall shut down in preparation for winter. Would love to see a couple more items taken out and processed for winter storage, so that the whole Thanksgiving weekend doesn’t have to be spent in the ice cold lake, washing, cleaning and storing boats, kayaks, paddle boards, deck chairs, tables, and lounge chairs among other things. First world problems.

In approximately 100 days time…

I will have been writing at least once a day for two years straight. Keeping up a running commentary for this long has been fun, and challenging. I do not live a very exciting lifestyle, but some weirdo shit has happened, and found its way here eventually. Car accidents we witnessed, health scares, death, parties, traveling, illnesses and a few other events too. Life comes at you whether you rock private jets or work part time and are a home body. Fires; of houses up the street, town vehicles outside our home. Police presence due to shady neighbourhood renters. The disappearance of multiple cats, again. Years ago we had people finding severed cat heads on the sides of the roads around town. But we think that with all the new housing developments the foxes, and coyotes are just wandering town eating house cats. We’ve seen the local foxes jump four and five foot fences in a single hop. Watch your tiny pets people. For such a small town we also have a fair bit of bureaucratic corruption going on. Shady deals that upset projects or redirect them and make them almost useless. Look at Hoover Road, it was to be the town’s bypass to avoid main street. It was to have no driveways or houses directly on it, be a proper boulevard. But now there are so many schools, driveways, stop signs and lights, it takes longer to get across the bypass than to just take main street. It really is a disappointment. Bad land deals that the town is now being sued over. There is more, but I digress.

Oh well. Today is Sunday September 10th. Double digits all ready. Going to be fair time in the blink of an eye. Submit your fair entries by Sept 14th, 2023. Get those entries in and save BIG on adult passes. The Markham Fair begins thursday September 28th, and runs until October 1st. Something for everyone!

Tried a liquid edible beverage last night. A quick and effective delivery method, but tasted awful. So I don’t really have an opinion on it as I don’t really know where this particular beverage lands on the continuum of better tasting cannabis drink to worst available product on the market. What if? What if the one I had was among the better tasting items, and I still hated it. Do you try a second and hope it isn’t much worse? I’ll stick to the Extract Orange Jelly Bombs, those taste ok, and work very well. Shame I don’t trust their website like at all – at all. Nobody nearby carries that flavour or strength of product. I cut the eight small mini lego brick looking pieces in half, and still feel great.

Happy lazy Sunday. Ciao Bella!

My back! Argh…

My legs felt like jello after just one hour of pulling thistles and stinging nettles from the strawberry patch. We managed to clear up half of the two rows we’ve got, and the all season berries are at it again, with a good showing of fruit. Not that it’s anywhere near as full as the end of June, but pretty decent for a second showing in the same summer. My hamstrings, quads, and lower back are all singing a song of pain and aches today. Just in case I wanted to forget that I am in fact a man in his forties, who does not do manual labour for a living. Oh, I never forget that fact. My body won’t let me.

I am on day four of exercising at least once per day. Nothing too special. I still have not gotten out on my bike, nor roller blades, or my long board skate board for that matter. The chubbiness is ever present. I was hovering down around 203Lbs, and then was up to 210lbs in the blink of an eye. I also need to stop eating after 8:00pm at night. Shouldn’t be too difficult. I can drink water to stop me needing to snack in the evenings.

I just don’t know why I don’t attack the weight loss with the same vigor that I do writing everyday. Maybe I need to tie them together, so that I do one in order to do the other. As it is almost a compulsion now, to continue the writing streak. Not sure that’s healthy. But, eh! What am I going to do?

First partial week of school done. Still have some adjusting to do. Some extra curriculars should begin soon, so that should help smooth over the transition from summer break. We will have to see if it takes the full three weeks like I suspected it will. Anyway. Enjoy your saturday. Oh a birthday shout out to two of my brothers. Born two years apart, but on the same day no less. Happy birthday!

Time to dig.

I need to go pull weeds at the farm to save the strawberry patch from thistles. Not going to be much fun. But, I will say this. Having the humidity gone, and the overall temperature halved is going to work in my favour. My hamstrings and thighs will hate me in 24-48 hours from now, but beats working in 40°C heat. I’ll be pulling thistle needles out of my hands for a couple of days afterward, but what can you do. My gloves are tough, but nature is tougher. Sneakier too!

Enjoy your Friday, you made it!

I had something for this.

There is a reason to my madness sometimes. Usually the knowledge that not having something on hand when I need it will greatly impede my ability to finish a task. Think along the lines of having enough screws in common sizes, nails, tape, paper, pencils, clay or wood on hand so that I can start and finish without additional hiccups. Nothing I hate more than needing to stop to run to a store in order to grab some small or insignificant part. That’s usually why when I do go, I always come home with batteries, tape, a size of screw or finishing nail. Nothing too extravagant, but a consumable I know I’ll use eventually, that doesn’t go off. Batteries being the exception here. Leave them long enough and that’ll be $30 down the toilet. Figuring out how to build on the fly is one thing, having to stop when in the groove to grab an item is a huge time waster, and productivity killer. I have a selection of staples, rivets, bolts, washers and what not on hand to avoid that type of issue. Not like a hoarders amount, but enough that I could assemble a part or job without needing to worry. Once I have used a part though, I’ll need to remember to restock at some point.

I likely need to build a single bed frame, and two book cases of varying style at some point soonish. So now I need to design them, look at my wood piles to see if I can do it with what I’ve got on hand, or go shopping for hardwoods. I’m waiting to start as I know I’m going to get busier soon with event reports. But atleast I know where to aim when I can start to build again.

I took a moment yesterday to prime some minis I ordered in the spring. I don’t really want to paint them right now, but having them primed and waiting will only make that process smoother once I get around to painting them. It was real hot yesterday, so no runs, no streaks, and they cured rather quickly. I’m just letting the paint off gas outside before I bring them back down to my office/studio space. Less stinky this way. I even remembered to change out the filters on my respirator mask before painting! Bully for me!

A lot of my job entails rushing about doing lots of mundane leg work so that when it comes time I can focus on the bigger picture, and make the work as good as possible. Sourced all the photos upfront. Data sets are complete and in front of me. Template with fonts and layout worked out ahead of time. Course palette set up prior to beginning. That way when given the go ahead I can just work. Far superior in my opinion than trying to do all that on the fly. Helps to alleviate mistakes that way too.

Happy Thursday to you all. Ciao Bella!

A day that begins with tears…

Is likely to be a day that ends with them too. My youngest has not yet adjusted entirely to the old routines of school. Now with a consistent wake up time, and a set of demands to fulfill prior to leaving the house, she is having some “Big Feelings” about her return to the classroom. What do you mean I now have to wake up, use the bathroom, eat, brush my hair, brush my teeth, get dressed, and get ready to travel to school each and every week day morning until we hit a holiday, PA Day, or break week. That’s nuts! So as I have mentioned previously this will take a week or two to become the new normal, and then we’ll only have morning tears once every two to three weeks about, “I hate school!”, or “I’m not going to school!”, shouted through big fat tears and messy hair. Gotta love it. The older one is more resigned to having to go. If she throws a wobbly about it, we know there’s an actual problem we haven’t heard about, or been informed of.

Today is Wednesday of all days. Wowzers. These short weeks are a real trip. Yesterdays high of 39°C withbthe humidity was really unpleasant. Expected during the summer, not so good once the kids are captured by a 100 plus year old school with no AC. We ended up needing to swim for several hours after the school day to get over it. Was still uncomfortably hot by 8:00pm. I suspect the storm tomorrow will come with lots of thunder and lightning.

I’m home alone today as my wife is out volunteering at her school to make sure her co-OP kids get their papers filed properly to be able to graduate, as the counselors last year didn’t do so, and now they’ve got to do one more semester, and file the appropriate materials on time. So that’s where she’ll be until 2:00pm today. I’m going to sort laundry, and clean while the house in empty.

You know what, I don’t blame the kids for having an adverse reaction to the return to school, because now I too have to wake up earlier to make lunches, breakfasts, and get kids dressed, and have all their gear found out in order to leave. It’s an adjustment for everyone. I’d much prefer to languish in bed, all snuggled up in the covers, with my fan going full tilt at my body. Waking up with your body rather than an alarm is far superior. In my opinion anyway. Looking forward to the weekends, and summer break where the kids sleep in until 9 or 10 am. Not crazy late, but not too early either. I get really pumped when they hit 8:00 or 8:30am. That’s pretty good too. But it usually involves a really physical day, or a very late night to precede it.

In the end we made it to school, even with the tears and commotion. I just had to hold, and rock back and forth while we waiting in line at our doors, as her friends showed up. Then all was forgotten. Not a big deal once out of the house. And afterwards we’ll swim again to shake off the stress from the extreme heat. So that should be fun, but tiring. Which leads us to the end of the day tears. See, I knew I’d get you there eventually! Ha. Ciao Bella!

And we’re off!

Woah, that’s a huge influx of kids this year, holy moly. First day of school has officially started. Kids found their teachers and the associated line-up spots and hardly had a moment to spare for us once they found all of their friends gathered up in those lines. Happy faces excited for another new year.

This starts my wife’s actual year off. It’s here, it’s happening, and it is really real. Starting off strong with a nap. I’m going to clean up a bit. Nothing too major today. I do expect work to pick up in the coming weeks. So I best get to tidying up now while I can.

We had groceries delivered yesterday, so I don’t need to pop round the shops today. I started a mountain of laundry yesterday and Sunday evening, so that can get sorted after my wife’s nap is done. I fold & sort on the big bed. So can’t do that if it’s occupied. I can sweep and mop, but no vacuuming until after the nap. May just chill out, and eat a slow breakfast. I have seven hours to sort out my day.

Wishing you all a safe, and happy return to school day today. Ciao Bella!

Timelessness of musical instruments.

Honest question here, when was the last time a new instrument was adopted by the masses with wide use. I will exclude apps, or AutoTune, as I am referring to a physical instrument. Would that make it something like a synthesizer or type of piano or something? But even then that is more like an iteration of a previous concept, and not – say, a brand new never seen before musical instrument. Did we really get to the bottom of wind and string instruments by the time we made it to the 19th century? Or did me make it so that the quality of what we have on hand is so high the need to look further seemed to be more difficult than the benefit we’d get out of continuing to search? Or is this yet another case of brain drain? Seems odd that we haven’t seen or heard any major audio/aural break throughs with new and exciting instrumentation. New sounds we’d previously never heard. Hm. Just something to ponder.

I bet if I took even a cursory glance at any legitimate musically oriented museum web site I could find out. Hold on. So the Steel Pan was claimed in the 20th Century, and kickstarter makes some claims about a Hanago (dubious at best). But no major gold rush of new instrumentation that has stormed the scenes in bars, clubs or music venues across the country, continent, or planet. Again – interesting.

Last day of summer break. Wow. And what a hot day for it too! Glad we have plans to go swimming later today, as it is a roaster out there. When it was still 20°C at 4:00am, you know it’s going to be a warm one. I need to change my alarms to get up for school drop off and to make lunches, drinks, and breakfast at the earlier time.

Started an absolutely mammoth pile of laundry yesterday. Which will likely carry on through today, and possibly into tomorrow. We will see. We started out good by doing our laundry at the cottage so that we didn’t have to take five weeks worth of single use items with us, but after having to travel back and forth for a bunch of events, and my work, that got pushed to the wayside, and now I have several large piles to wash, sort and put away. Such fun!

I’ll need to search through everyone’s travel bags to find all the worn underwear, and dirty socks, shorts and t-shirts. Putting it all away is going to be a bit of a task too. Fun times.