Look here soon for a year in review, for a whole bunch of stuff.

Things like wood working projects, of which I have a page of everything I completed, somewhere? If I can dig it up it lists all the things I made in 2022. I will also cover the twelve books I read this year. And lastly a post regarding the sculpting and painting I did this year as well. And perhaps on day 365, a look back at all the things I’ve written about for my one year write every single day challenge. I’m about ten or so days away from completing it. I aim to do it, so let us all pray that no calamity befalls us on our path to the finish line. Finish line? Not so sure I’ll be able to stop. Not that it’s the streak keeping me going so much as the outlet to chat in to the void, rather than be home alone all day. Will I attempt to write a book three of my series of interconnected short stories in 2023’s down time? I’m not sure. I look to be setting the pieces in place, but you never can tell with me. I might take a fancy to cross country skiing, or resin kit building, and will fill up my time in a totally different manner. More home DIY projects, perhaps? I do need to trim out the basement bathroom. The kids need more book shelves, and hooks for necklaces and such. Depends on the temperature. Icy cold hand tools don’t have much of a draw between late December and April 1st. Best to lean on another skill set between those dates. Keep your fingers toasty, if you can.

So stay tuned for the year in review posts. And possibly the return of my illustrated Children’s book, which got put on hold after a great deal of forward movement last winter. I can feel a short story or two percolating in my brain, so I imagine one or two of those will make an appearance in the early new year too. To those few dedicated readers out there, thanks for coming back every so often, and reading some of my daily nonsense. It means a lot.

Ciao Bella!

I can feel my heart beating in my wrist.

Oops, went a bit too hard the last two days to complete the first pass on my latest report before Friday at 5:00pm. Good news is I’ll have 48 hours to rest before I see any edits or revisions. So with some ice & applied heat I’ll be fine, and can start the next one early next week. This should, most likely, just about close out 2022 for large scale projects. I know of one coming in late February, and there was talk of another project, but I don’t know the specifics of it, or if it was for early 2023, or very late 2022. Given that we’ve managed to get three of the four I knew of out the door before December really got under way, I’m ok to add one more, if it’s coming my way. It’ll be great to know I can pay off Christmas gifts on the credit card in one fell swoop, and forget about the months spending.

Which reminds me, I need to send the year end invoices to make sure they get processed in 2022. Close out all of this years projects. Get prepared for newer 2023 items after the Christmas break.

I have a few of my own projects lined up for my down time in the new year. Clearing off my desk, so to speak. I have a big resin project in my closet that I bought before we even had a second child that is begging me to work on it, now that I have more experience with both my airbrush, and epoxy putty work. A big 18 inch tall mech that I need to build, sand, prep from the internal structure out to the armour, paint job & water slide decals. Could end up being a few weeks worth of work if I can stick with it and give it the dedication it needs. I’m excited. I have a few much smaller items to get to first, but the big one is there, ready & waiting.

Wish I knew why I was awake before 7:00am on a Saturday morning. Especially one so glum and dark. Lots to do this weekend. Well, lots but less than I thought since I got through more than fifty pages in two days for my report. Lots of social engagements, party, tea party, santa claus parade today. And our own child’s birthday party tomorrow which we are hosting elsewhere for a change. Have to set up, and lug drinks, snacks, party favours & balloons around. Then pick up fresh cup cakes on the way, and order pizzas too. It never ends. Also – where did all those years go!?! Not my little baby any more. Can’t fit lying along my forearm for bath time in the sink. Long gone are those days. Happy face: we can do lots more fun stuff together. Sad face: my bowling ball baby isn’t my little baby anymore.

Ciao Bella!

Have another busy day ahead…

Making headway on my project which is always a huge plus. Few things feel as defeating as spending eight hours on a project and it seems like you are standing still, and not getting anywhere. But yesterday’s barn burner of a day has set me up for a great second day. Should make days three and four that much easier to bear, given how much I have going on this weekend. Parties, parades, tea party and more. Keep your heads on straight, and hope for the best. Have a great Friday To all who observe. Ciao Bella.

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Also I’m super-duper busy for the next few days knocking out this latest report. So only short bursts from me today, tomorrow, and likely all through the weekend too. We’ll revisit on Monday. Take care out there. Invest in great photography! Do it. You really should, if you can.

A perfect encapsulation of November. To end it all off with rain & wind, in dreary darkness.

Hard to believe that the whole 30 days of November have now come and mostly gone. Where did it all go? I know I did two reports, and a bunch of painting, and such, but it hardly feels like enough to warrant the disappearance of a whole month! I guess gearing up for Christmas and the Holiday Season really does create a kind of time bending, time warp zone, where everything else falls away. Very strange.

But now that we are starring down the barrel of December, that means birthdays, birthday parties, school trips, Taekwondo testing for new belts, dance recitals, school concert(s), and the actual festive holidays themselves, and the start of 2 full weeks of holiday winter break.

That also means I need to send out the last of my invoices for 2022. And figure out how to remain sane during my lull/down time. I know of atleast one or two mid winter projects, which is great news. Nice to know I’ll only have five or six slow weeks, and not nine to eleven of them. After Christmas, shopping will come to a complete stand still. Not for groceries, obviously, but no other “things” will need to be bought for a while. This may be off topic, but I did not notice any really good deals for Black Friday or Cyber Monday, or the newest Giving Tuesday (blargh!). I guess if you follow the pricing for stuff long enough, and then check over the sales the stuff isn’t even on sale. If it was $299.00 three weeks ago, but on Black Friday you as a company write NOW $299.00 was $399.99! I guess I think you’re totally full of shit. I want to pay a price that makes me feel like I’ve just bought it stolen. Or robbed you blind. What a crock. So of course, numbers will be down, they’ll blame the recession, and not corporate greed – as the company is at fault for not actually putting anything worthwhile on sale to encourage purchases. You can’t gouge us, and then complain that the shopping numbers are down too. Dick heads. Honestly.

The day is so dark I keep thinking it’s Friday, but we’re only on Wednesday morning. Hopefully today my wife will feel better. She spent nearly thirty (30) hours in bed, or asleep on the bathroom floor feeling ill yesterday, and late Monday night. Windows cracked open, fans going, Hepa filter on blast, meds that can be kept down in her system, and masked when in the room with us/just passing through. My youngest has her cough and runny nose back, after a very brief eight days without her post nasal drip cough. So another 8-11 weeks of coughing instore for her, and via round about way, us. I caught her the other day not wearing her mask in class, so of course she has come home a mere week later with a new bug. Fuck me. If more than 50% of this family are sick on Sunday I will have to cancel the birthday party. I’m sure that’ll go over like a lead balloon full of cyanide. Joy’s of parenting.

Why do goals feel so hollow in the end?

What are we to take from this ever present constant? The knowledge that to actually achieve our goals leaves us feeling empty, and hollow, bereft of direction, and losing our cause. Are we then to acknowledge that it is the pursuit of, and not the attainment of said goal that really fills us up with purpose, drive, and the get up & go to move through our days? Probably why all those wise folks said a journey of a thousand miles begins with the first step. Right there, that’s as good as it gets. To set the course and follow it. Not to cross the finish line, and look back. Though, to finalize a project can take a load off your shoulders, certainly, but the real fact of the matter is, doing the thing, living the doing, is better than being done. That just leaves you adrift, well, until you find a new goal and set off on that path too. The treasures were the friends you made along the way. That sort of glib, pat phrase, really does have a kernel of truth to it. If you are hyper focused, you probably fought, or clashed with others on your path, instead of building relationships with people with similar interests and talents. Bummer dude. Self reliance kept many people at arms length. But that’s a whole other kettle of fish.

And with that, we are back to Monday – How are you?

Busted out the iron today, for the first time in at least a year. Gotta melt some crafts under parchment paper to get them to stay in one piece. Not for laundry purposes. I’m not that duty bound, thankfully. We’re not exactly a three piece suit & tie family here. No dry cleaning runs being made around these parts. No sir. Wash, dry & fold only. The occasional pre-soak, or re-wash for a pesky grass stain. Perhaps even some pre-treatment prior to going for a plunge, but we don’t iron.

I did stop out for gas, glad to see it below $1.40/Litre, but I’d be shitting kittens if it goes even lower. Always a plus for us working stiffs, am I right. I’d like to go back to the $65 tank filling days if at all possible. Stopped off for snacks and beverages for the birthday party for my eldest this coming Sunday. Indoors this year. Masked if at all possible. I mean, I know we will wear masks, and a few others will do so too, but eh!?! Only so much I can hint & ask people to do, without it being mandated. Also we have someone to lead the gang of kids through games, so it’s not up go me keep them all entertained this year. That should be great fun. Happy about that. I might actually have a chance to enjoy myself? Hm. Maybe?

I completed a 50 page report in just under 48 hours, so that was pretty good. Gave me a full day and a half to rest up before I get the edits & final fixes back. Prepping for the next one as we speak. Although I think it’ll come in closer to Friday, if not next Monday. No rush. I’m in a good spot, now that 2 of the possible four/five (I’ve lost track) are out the door before December has even started. I am now comfortable knowing I won’t get all items in over the same ten day span, so I am relieved, and more than happy to chug along as the items come in now.

All bar one present has been wrapped now. My wife’s items finally arrived via the post. And I do hope my youngest’s gift arrives before too much longer. The notice said between Dec 8th – 29th. Which is a long stretch. I hope it comes earlier rather than later. In-laws are up next, my folks, and a few remaining nieces and nephews.

Speaking of which, I should go order that stuff now, so it has a chance to arrive before Christmas. Take care out there.

Can gastric distress help you wrap presents?

In a round about way, sort of? No- it won’t dispense the tape, or put a finger down to hold your paper in place, like a true friend would. Nor will it cut the wrapping paper in to appropriate sized rectangles. No, what it will do, is keep you at home, mere feet from your private restroom, and give you the time, inbetween bouts, to wrap your presents, whilst you listen to festive music. That’s about as helpful as it will ever get. On the plus side, nearly all our family gifts are now wrapped. On the downside, no concert, or family time at the Christmas Night Market in town last evening. Although, from what I hear I managed to avoid the kids having epic over stimulated melt downs out in public, so… we all had a bit of a shit time of it. Ha. With sweet moments mixed in.

Gauging just how many gifts I have for the whole family is a toss up until I actually set it all out in front of me after wrapping. Which reminds me I have stuff to send out still to family in the province. And I need to order stuff for my folks across the country. And I still have to go to the LCBO for the inlaws. So, while the immediate family is close to done. I do have two items coming via mail still left to show up, that will also need to be wrapped. But I’m not as close to done as I first thought. I did get my youngest niece and nephew done, wrapped, and delivered. So that’s a win. The excess birthdays this time of year means I thought I had more gifts for Christmas, but those go out the door for other kids, leaving a void. No matter. It will all come together eventually.

On the plus side I am way ahead of schedule for gift wrapping presents. I’m kind of proud about that. I usually hate wrapping gifts. But, because I was trapped at home, and needed to remain close to the facilities, i had nothing else i could do but wrap gifts. I could have read a book i suppose, but the gifts were the more pressing matter. Glad i got through it all in the 2.5 hours of time i had alone. If it doesn’t feel like you are giving up your time doing something else, it was not too awful to wrap presents all in one go. Loud festive music helped to keep me motivated. Well that, and frequent breaks to attend to ‘other’ things meant I didn’t wind up hunched over the bed for overly long stretches of time.

I won’t be putting anything under the tree for quite some time. I know these kids too well. The temptation of having to see gifts under the tree for 30 days before they can open them will drive them up the wall. So stashed in my room they shall stay until Christmas Eve. I know all of their sneaky tactics. The eye balling, the box press, the pick up n’ shake, the oops I tore open a corner, the trip and tear a whole panel. I’ve seen them all. I see the wheels turning. So it’s best for all involved if they remain out of sight for the time being. The tree looks good as is, so no need to further clutter up the room with temptations! We are down to the final thirty days before the big guy shows up. So Santa Claus is going to help parent for a spell. Santa, as we all know, makes credible threats, and provides stern warnings to children to behave as best they can, given the circumstances.

They are pretty good kids generally, they squabble a bit, but how many kids don’t? Seems pretty natural for them to do so. I could do with less of it, however, when they play nicely it can last for several hours, so that’s really lovely to see. I just need to keep in mind just how excited they are for Christmas under the surface. The addition of lights, and music, extra baking, movies, toy commercials, radio commercials, family visits, and events can really over stimulate kids that are so young. I try to remember that when things start to boil over, or either melt down in a fit of emotions, and visual over stimulation! It really is only one of two holidays that has such a massive build up. Between Halloween and Christmas no other yearly event sees so much pregame coverage. I’m not surprised that the kids all go mental this time of year. I’d be more surprised, if not worried about them if they didn’t, given the level of fuss nearly everyone puts into the Holiday Season.

Take care out there. I personally foresee a new refrigerator purchase in our near future, so there is always that to look forward to. I want to say that the fridge is atleast twelve years old now, or there abouts. So not great, but also not awful, as far as appliance longevity is concerned. Maybe a repairman could fix the moisture issue in the freezer section? I gotta look in to it further. Ciao Bella!

And so the present wrapping saga begins.

I don’t mind wrapping one or two items on any given day, but I detest spending hours on end wrapping everything under the sun. I think I drew the line at stocking stuffers last year, and straight up refused to gift wrap shampoo bottles, tooth paste and hair brushes and the like. Way too much work. Sounds curmudgeonly, I get that, but by the week before Christmas my kids have my nerves frazzled. So this year, I am formulating a new game plan to alleviate much of what I don’t like. Smaller doses of wrapping, spread out over a whole month. 30 days until the big man makes his early morning debut.

We are using more and more gift bags as I get older and more ornery. Rather than leaving the whole lot for one night, I think I’m going to schedule just a few minutes every day to wrap one or two things. I also detest the asymmetrical, non standard box shapes for all of these toys nowadays. Give me flat surfaces, 90° corners, and fewer compound curves. Not that I want my wrapped gifts to look rigid and over tailored, but crinkled edges, and bunching isn’t my bag man. Not that the kids care. Like, at all. So, I don’t really know why I concern myself with it so much.

I’m trying to get into the holiday mood, and it’s increasingly becoming more difficult to do so. The tree is up, decorated and lit. The exterior lights are up and illuminated nightly. There is a new light up wreath & bow on the door. That’s about the most of it until the kids get older, and we start to lose more of the toys that clutter the house. We sat down to watch Elf as a family, and later on I sat down to Planes, Trains and Automobiles. Still not feeling it. Maybe I need a movie marathon with Scrooged, NL Christmas Vacation, A Christmas Story, Die Hard, Gremlins & Home Alone to really drive it home. The presence of snow really does help it feel like Christmas. That and music. I miss the yellow LP my folks used to play on endless repeat. I have a photo of it somewhere. Ah yes, here it is:

One of the few Holiday albums that we played over and over again. There was a cassette tape that my brother Steve had too, with Kenny Rogers on it, which is forever burned into my psyche aswell.

Hard to over state exactly how much of my memories of Christmas is entwined with this old vinyl LP. I did scour iTunes to locate some of the songs individually, but it isn’t the same recordings, or we had our record player set differently… either way, it’s close, but not the same.

Fewer than 20 days to my goal…

It has now been 346 days of writing. I am less than three weeks away from potentially achieving my writing goal for 2022. I am however busy today with my newest report (yay!) So I can’t expound on my thoughts just yet. I am happy to have two of the 4/5 reports in my possession, so it won’t all come the last week of December! Which is great. Maybe get one more next week? Maybe, hard to know. Either way, one or two per week can be doable if absolutely necessary, and not fry my wrists. Great news! Very happy.

So back to paid work for me. Hope your Black Friday / US Thanksgiving weekend is off to a great start. Ciao Bella!